As I lay here
Fighting a battle within myself
To avoid the many horrors
That awaits for me in my sleep.
I feel my eyes lids feel heavy
As my heart pounds in a panic
Knowing that pretty soon
this personal battle
will over consume me
Forcing my fears to begin
Allowing my memories
To again show themselves
Forcing me to again relive them
An endless cycle
That never ends.
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Poetry Written Cuddled With My Pillow by Laina Aurelius
PoetryA series of poetry written based on my traumatic experiences involving most of a childhood and teen years of sexual abuse by multiple people and a marriage with being forced into temporary polygamy until he realized that he was going to lose me if i...
