Here I lay all alone
I thought you still loved me
But I guess your love for me
is now gone.
I lay here crying
but I now realize
it makes no difference to you
As you spend this time
just ignoring that I even exist.
While I lay here wondering
if it's over between us
like you mentioned wanting earlier.
I don't want us to end
but I know I can't
force you to stay
if that truly is what you want.
Based on these past several months
it seems to be clear
that you prefer
to have us end...
sadly I guess the only thing
I have left to say is
I love you deeply
and goodbye.
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Poetry Written Cuddled With My Pillow by Laina Aurelius
PoetryA series of poetry written based on my traumatic experiences involving most of a childhood and teen years of sexual abuse by multiple people and a marriage with being forced into temporary polygamy until he realized that he was going to lose me if i...