Regret your Rejection yet?

An Overwhelming Sense.

Recapppooooo---->


An with tears rolling down my face I took the knife, and cut into that certain vein in each wrist and ankle. Just as I went into my coma everything blacked out. And the door busted open, and suddenly a violent scream was heard and desperate sobbing for me to wake up and not to do this to myself. That I was loved. ( bc when your in a coma you can hear people at least that's what they say :|)

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'Jaccen's P.O.V' ( before the rejection)


" LILLAN PALMS!!!! GET YOUR ARSE BACK HERE RIGHT NOW!!! THAT'S A COMMAND!!!!" I yelled. I was obvisiouly playing around. She rolled her window down and yelled.

" DEAR MR. ALPHA,
LILLIAN CAN NOT COME TO THE PHONE RIGHT NOW, AND CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED BY HER MATES ALPHA COMMAND. SO PLEASE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AFTER THE TONE BISH !!!" And honked the horn really loud, and hit the gas driving away. I was hearing everybody in the pack laughing in my head. I can guarantee she heard it to.


" Damn, you got a feisty one now don't ye? I'd like to have a piece of that." my friend Jax stated. I looked at him and rolled my eyes.

" Bloody hell I do. I wonder how i was put with this firecracker. What do you think I do at night as a punishment for her naughty behavior?" I asked with a brow raised. The others started to boom with laughter as he looked surprised at my response.

" Do yah think we could get a little yah know... Action... just the three of us?" He asked with a smirk. The boys started oooo'ing

" Nope sorry, that shops not open for business, she only opens up to private customers" I said with a wink. The boys then couldn't take it and were laughing so hard they fell and some stated to cry.

" Sorry but if you haven't noticed I was just severely insulted by my mate so, I have to go catch up with her." I said as I hopped into my Car.

I knew where she was headed before she got there. The Starbucks Across town. Dang, her and her coffee. That's like 30 min's away.

No sooner had I pulled off I noticed my car, smelled, different. it took me a moment to realize rouge. I had suddenly and abruptly pulled over the car and turned around to the back seat to find a Dark Brown pair of eyes staring back at me.

Kale.


" What do you want?" I asked thru gritted teeth. I'm use ing everything I can to not kill this guy right here right now.

" I only want to propose an offer." he smiled wickedly. ew.

" What do you want? Why would I even make a offer with you? What are you Doing here?" I asked in a rush.

" Why so many questions boy?" He asked snidely.

" Just, what do you want?" I asked getting angrier by the second.

" Oh only something simple. You reject Lilly, and you WILL do it. If you want her and your pack to survive, that is. And she will have no recollection of this meeting, you hear me? I have your lands surrounded with plenty of rouges well I shouldn't say that since they are now my pack. And I have plenty enough to wipe you out of existence. So please, do take up my offer." and with that he smiled.

Who does he think I am? Who does he think he is? Why does he think he can black mail me like this? So many questions rattle through my brain. I have to do it. I can't let the love if my life and my one and only be hurt. In any way possible. I will always choose her. Even over my own pack. But now they are both in jeopardy.


" Fine ill do it. " I agreed thru gritted teeth.

" Gooooood. I'm glad we can agree and see the same side to things, now don't you? That little B*tch deserves to die!" he said thru gritted teeth.

" Hey!! She is still my mate and I still love her. I will always love her!! don't you talk about her like that or ill have you beheaded in the backseat of my car!! do you hear me?" I screamed at him.

" Fine, fine. but know, ill be watching you. bbwhaha hahahaha !!!!" he yelled and then jumped out of my car and ran towards the woods.
I sped off toward the Starbucks and was waiting there when she arrived. She knew better than to come inside so she decided to leave. I'm not stupid I know she's going to another coffee shop. I hurried along and ran towards the nearest one in hopes she would turn up there. As I suspected she was. I silently crept up to the truck. She jumped out and I grabbed her and threw her in the passenger seat.


" What the fork? I was getting some coffee for me and my grandparents! wtf is your problem? You have no say over what I can and cannot do!!!" She screamed at me. this was the only time I've ever think shes been really mad at me. ever.

" You can't just humiliate me in front of my pack with out a punishment!" I yelled back.
What a lie. That wasn't humiliating!

" Oh so now it's your pack?" She yelled back.

" No, that's not what I-" I went to say but she cut me off.

" Bull shiz!! that's exactly what you meant!! just face it Jaccen, I'm not fit to be Luna of 'your' pack! I was never fit to be Luna any ways!! I was never meant to become Luna here. I didn't wanna come here. I wanted to die that day. Die Jaccen!! I didn't ask for your dad to come and try and save me. I didn't ask for a second chance at life!! I didn't want a second chance! I wanted my first one and i lost it!! so I didn't deserve another chance!! I wanted to be free, be happy, be like all the other girls.!!!" She screamed at me now sobbing. Oh how I wish I could hold her and tell her it's alright. That she will be fine.

I looked at her like She had just picked someone else over me. like She wasn't worth it anymore. I looked at her with so much regret I knew she couldn't tell if it was for her or at her. That moment I had the same look in my eyes that Mark did the day he rejected her. I knew I did.

" You know what? fine whatever. do what ever the fork you want because you know what? I don't care anymore! I never cared! I rescued your sorry little arse that day and you just happened to be my mate. I didn't ask for a second mate either Lilly! I didn't want another mate. After Ideth-( pronounced ee-dith- his first mate) walked out, I never wanted another mate! I still don't want another mate!! I never have and I never will!! She was my one and only!! She was the love of my life!! I never wanted to Be with anyone else. She walked out on me Lilly on me!! " I yelled with loads of tears now rolling down my face, I was crying because I had to do this to her. In my head i kept screaming,LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES !!!!!!!!!


" Okay." She silently whispered. I knew I had hurt her then. I knew it. I had just broken that beautiful heart. If only she knew.

She ran into the house like a bat out of hell and after about 2days I decided it was best she cut the crap and get out of this. she had been staying in Avery's room.

I went to her room, and couldn't find her anywhere. Just as I was about to leave I heard a slight sniffle coming from the closet. I walked over and opened it up to find a terrible looking Lilly. I picked her up and took her to the pack doctor. He injected her with some stuff to fall asleep.

She was out for 3 days and I decided I needed a shower as she slept peacefully, terrible looking, but peacefully on my bed.

I came back out and she was gone. I assumed she had woken up and left downstairs. About, eh, roughly 5 hours later I heard screaming coming from down stairs. I Ran as fast as I could to the source. It was mom. she was sitting over the tub sobbing. whispering " don't do this." And " you are loved"

I stepped in and was immediately overwhelmed with the smell of blood. Preferably my mates blood. I rushed over to find a tub full of blood and a peaceful looking Lilly.

She had already healed from her cuts, but she was in a self induced coma. I stepped closer only to hear a slight wrinkling under my feet. I looked down and saw folded up letters. Addressed to Me, Her parents, Angie, and Avery. I picked mine up and read it.




" Dear Jaccen,
Thanks for all the best memories that I've ever had. Thanks for making me feel like I was wanted. Thanks for making me feel love like I was meant to. I know it was all a lie and fake, but it meant the world to me. I love you and always will. But on the flip side... What an inconsiderate arsehole!! What the hell were you thinking playing with my heart like that? This is the reason I'm doing this, to get away to a better life where if I have heart break? It doesn't last my entire life. You of all people should know what I've been through. You off all people should know how a rejection feels. And i had to feel it twice and a biz zillion times more than you did buddy!!! And even tho you never said the words. You did. But you didn't have to dumb it down. And when I come back to get Avery and say hey to all my family i'll repeat the same exact words to you that I did to mark. bhy.

Lilly-:)"

That was the most heartbroken thing I've ever read. It sounded terrible!!
I'm going to kill myself for causing her this pain. screw the pack. I can't do this anymore. ill do the same thing she has.



----- Lilly's P.O.V-----

Sobbing. Thats all I could hear. desperate voices and cries of many. All while in the setting of darkness. I couldn't make out words but what I could make out, was heart wrenching.









Omg!!!! I can't believe it's been so long!! Ugh I don't have Internet sorry!!! I'm trying to write lol!! Hope this clears some stuff up!!!! Love you all!!.
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