Regret your Rejection yet?

Revenge ... Hurts...

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Then a big crack of thunder was herd. And all the lights went out. suddenly everybody was quiet and then a big flash of lighting lit up the whole living room.

With Jaccen glaring at me, in this oh so creepy setting of a lit up living room. He said,

" I'm going to get you!"

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I woke up the next morning with Jaccen wrapped around me and the very sudden urge to pee. I don't know what it is, but every morning when I'm in the most comfortable positions, the urge to pee is just to overwhelming. So I tried to lightly pry my self out if his iron grip, and failed. I then decided since I'm buried deep in a heap if waiting revenge, why not make it a little deeper?

I slowly sat up and looked around, as if I were lost. I then looked down at Jaccen and smiled. I knew he knew I was looking at him because he smiled to.

" Like what you see?" he asked in his sexy morning voice. I'm not so sure that ill be able to keep my act up now.

" Yea yeah I do." I said sudictively.

" Take a picture it'll last longer." he said.

" I like looking at you" I replied.

" Well I don't like when people watch me sleep." he said.

" Oh yah? what are you going to do about it mr. big bad alpha." I said like I was talking to a baby.

" This.' he said as he lifted me on top of him and then kissed me. I grabbed his hands and put then above his head.

" Oh you wanna play it like that eh?" he asked .

" Oh no. I just need to do something." I said as I licked up his chest. he moaned.

I then jumped of and ran to the bathroom before my bladder exploded. I made sure to lock the door to.

No sooner had I sat down, I didn't even have to start peeing, he scared it out of me by banging on the door.

"LILLIAN PLAMS!!!! GET YOUR ARSE OUT HERE BEFORE I COME IN THERE AND GET YOU!!" He screamed. dang . He's got a loud voice.

" I just have to pee!!"I yelled back. then hurried up and finished. I then looked around for a weapon to protect myself on my way out. bingo!

" I'm going to take a shower!!" I yelled and he groaned.

A window right above the toilet. Who the heck would do that? such an easy escape route. I turned the shower on.

I lightly and as silently as I could, climbed out the window. and what do you know? it's only a two story drop. what retards.

I jumped out of the window and ran towards the garage. All along knowing Jaccen would still be at the door, waiting on me to come out.

I ran up to my baby and hopped in and started her up. I backed out and no sooner had I hit the gas, Jaccen came out of the house like a bat out of hell. And the door came flying out to.

" LILLAN PALMS!!!! GET YOUR ARSE BACK HERE RIGHT NOW!!! THAT'S A COMMAND!!!!" he yelled. I rolled my widow down and yelled.

" DEAR MR. ALPHA,

LILLIAN CAN NOT COME TO THE PHONE RIGHT NOW, AND CAN NOT BE CONTROLLED BY HER MATES ALPHA COMMAND. SO PLEASE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AFTER THE TONE BISH !!!" And I honked to horn really loud. and hit the gas driving away hearing everybody in the pack laughing in my head.

Oh, how we make the cutest couple right? Haha well I decided to go to Starbucks and grab my coffee and my grandparents favorites to. Ill go see them today and see how they've been.

I pulled into the parking lot and found my one and only mates car already parked there. oh, he knew me to well. well if I go in there I'm bound to get a arse whopping so... see yah!

I quickly put the truck into reverse and started driving my car to the nearest coffee and donut shop. No sooner had I arrived and got out, a strong pair of hands picked me up and threw me back in the passenger side of the car. Then Jaccen jumped in ad started driving.

" What the fork? I was getting some coffee for me and my grandparents! wtf is your problem? You have no say over what I can and cannot do!!!" I screamed at him. this was the only time I've ever been mad at Jaccen. ever.

" You can't just humiliate me in front of my pack with out a punishment!" he yelled back.

" Oh so now it's your pack?" I yelled back.

" No, that's not what I-" I cut him off.

" Bull shiz!! that's exactly what you meant!! just face it Jaccen, I'm not fit to be Luna of 'your' pack! I was never fit to be Luna any ways!! I was never meant to become Luna here. I didn't wanna come here. I wanted to die that day. Die Jaccen!! I didn't ask for your dad to come and try and save me. I didn't ask for a second chance at life!! I didn't want a second chance! I wanted my first one and i lost it!! so I didn't deserve another chance!! I wanted to be free, be happy, be like all the other girls.!!!" I screamed at him now sobbing.

He looked at me like I had just been his best friend and I had picked someone else over him. like I wasn't worth it anymore. he looked at me with so much regret I couldn't tell if it was for me or at me. That moment he had the same look in his eyes that Mark did the day he rejected me.

" You know what? fine whatever. do what ever the fork you want because you know what? I don't care anymore! I never cared! I rescued your sorry little arse that day and you just happened to be my mate. I didn't ask for a second mate either Lilly! I didn't want another mate. After Ideth-( pronounced ee-dith- his first mate) walked out, I never wanted another mate! I still don't want another mate!! I never have and I never will!! She was my one and only!! She was the love of my life!! I never wanted to Be with anyone else. She walked out on me Lilly on me!! " He yelled with years of tears now rolling down his face. he was already stating stuff I knew. What I didn't know, was that, he never loved me, he never cared about me, and never and still doesn't want me. that's what hit home. that's what struck the heart.

" Okay." I silently whispered. that's all I could say. I always thought that Jaccen had loved me. he even told me he would make me his wife someday. it was all a lie. all the kisses, all the hugs, all the late nights talking about anything and everything, all the late nights doing well you know, mating. all the happiest moments of my life were all a lie. a big fat lie. everything. everything.

We finally stopped at the pack house where everyone from our wait I mean 'his' pack had gone inside. I litterly leaped out of the car and ran I side. tears rolling uncontrollably down my cheeks. Eyes blurry I couldn't see where I was going. I had to find a place to lock myself In, where I wouldn't have to remember him by lookin at everything in his bedroom. I found that I was sobbing so hard that I couldn't even hear my self think. I eventually found my self locked in Avery's bedroom closet. I don't know how but I was.

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Real niggas. ALL day! Just me. By myself. On the block. Holdin it down. Gun in my waist. Straight face. All day. Not a game. In jail. By myself. 1 bed. No pillow case. 1 pillow. Didnt nobody write me. It was early. Woke up. Went back to sleep. Took a nap. You ever go night night nigga?

Hahah Kevin hart is soo funny!!

Well... I bet you didn't expect that did you? no? ya fine I really didn't either untill it popped into my head. I have a plan for this story so don't go thinking I'm just making things up as I go. I mean yes I am, but there's a certain story line I have to this story. don't worry. and you guys WILL get a happy ending. just not the one you expected.

Love you my priannahs!!

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