Remember Me | JiKook

Let me in

"Let us in, you slut" Hoseok grinned.
I looked at Hoseok then back at Namjoon and that was when a familiar voice called him

"Baby, did you get the door?"

Namjoon stood frozen with a horrified expression. The person who called him was coming towards the door when Namjoon decided to call us in. I went in and my mouth fell open at the view.

I saw a Seokjin standing a few steps behind Namjoon in the same state as him. I could only stare at both of them in complete surprise because I was so not expecting this, but I think Hoseok was. He was grinning like a maniac.

"S-Seokjin?" I looked at him with a smile.

"Welcome Jungkook" he returned the smile.

"C'mon have a seat" he pointed to their couch. Namjoon was glaring at Hoseok who was completely ignoring him.

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"We've been dating for a couple of months now" Namjoon stated when Seokjin went inside to put some clothes on. Namjoon just casually picked up a shirt lying on the floor and put it on. I sighed at the contrast between them.

"You guys are cute" Hoseok blurted out.

"T-thanks" Namjoon was surprisingly not angry anymore.

"I need to talk to you Namjoon" I popped the matter as soon as I could. He looked at me and thought something for a while letting out a sigh in the end.

"What do you wanna know?"

"Jimin" I replied.

"Well, what about him?"

"What happened to him in the past week?" Hoseok looked towards me but I couldn't care less "in fact, what happened to him long before that?"

"He blames himself for the death of a certain someone"

"And who might that be?"

"Mark Tuan....his boyfriend"

"What? But he-" Namjoon cut me off right there.

"He is dead. Gone. Jumped off a building"

"I thought Jimin was the one who did that"

"You're right"

"You don't make any sense!" Hoseok shouted clearly annoyed. Both of us turned to look towards him but resumed our conversation.

"Mark committed suicide about two months ago. I know that you probably don't know about it because the school authorities kept it a secret. Jimin was devastated. He loved Mark like no one could love anything but something happened between them" He stopped to look for Seokjin.

"A week before he died, Jimin started avoiding him. When we asked him what the matter was, he said that Mark was a 'lot to handle' and he needed his time. He told me that he loves Mark just the same but there were facts about Mark that scared him. Of course, he didn't tell us the whole thing but a week after that, Mark jumped off the building they used to visit often." I gaped at his last words. "And Jimin started thinking it was his fault. We told him that it wasn't but he kept saying 'I killed him' over and over again. I think it has something to do with whatever happened between them."

I was already on the verge of tears

"Then does t-that mean he s-still...?" I broke off in tears. Seokjin came towards me and started patting my back, it felt strangely comforting.

"N-no" Namjoon was looking at the ground now. "This is where things get more fucked up"

"What do you mean?" I looked back at him.