~ i love you ~ °joshler°

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*buzz buzz buzz* tylers phone rattled off the table while playing as playing a cheesy built in ringtone as an alarm as tyler reached down grabbing his phone to check for any messages he had doubting he had any, and he was right. Tyler slid the lock on the alarm stoping the vibration and noise as he slid out of bed
"Fuck" he muttered with his face in his hands. He went on the floor and picked up a pair of bleached jeans with a blet half attached. He pulled them on one leg at a time and tucked the belt in fastening it, then went searching for a shirt until he found a plain baby blue t-shirt and tugged it on while taking a black hoodie hanging off the closet door and pulling it on, before taking one final look in the busted mirror in the corner of the room and agreeing that he looked fairly decent. Tyler slipped on his black lowop vans and grabbed his black book bag off the floor that carried nothing but a notebook multiple cans of redbull and a few pens, tyler opened the door and closed it walking out and down the stairs into the kitchen to get a glass of water and watch the news before leaving to get to school,
"Hey, i made pancakes!" His mom came in with a smile
"Oh um, i already ate"
"Oh okay son"
"Thanks anyways mom"
Tyler loved his mom more than anything, well almost more than anything. There was a boy named joshua he shared 1st period with, he had faded pink hair, a nose piercing, and gauged ears, his smile was bright and glowing. Everything about him was borderline perfection. Tyler peeked at the clock '8:40'
"Oh shit, gotta go mom, i love you!"
"Watch your language, i love you too"
Tyler opened the door and closed it ever so slightly before walking down the steps into the driveway, unlocking his car and slidong in, putting the key in the ignition and starting the car with a slight purr from the engine. He worked the pedals and steering whell pulling out of the driveway and turning down the road. It was a twenty minute drive to get to his high school through th backroads, about an hour on the highway, but tyler always liked the old dirt backroads, they were a sense of calmity to tyler, fast, he could let go, just purity and a sensation nothing could compare to. Tyler pulled off the dirt road into maine street and turned into the highschool parking lot, pulling into a slot and taking thr keys out of the ignition and locking the doors as he got out shoving the keys into his front pocket before walking down to his class.
"You're 15 minutes late" mr.way said as tyler barged through the door
"I know, i know. sue me"
Tyler walked to his seat in the back left corner and wrote down His notes while Looking over at josh caregully studying his notes, doodling. Tyler waited out the class and finnaly the bell rang after what felt like forever tyler didnt feel like going throgh the rest of the day so he went into the janitors closet that was never used since all the supplies were in the main office, he opened the door and closed it locking it and slumping down by the door flopping his backpack to the side, tyler opened the backpack and pulled out a redbull and his earphones out of the bottom, connecting it to his phone and started to listen to music, while cracking open the can of redbull and took a few sips before starting to day dream, and soon fell asleep.
Tyler opened his eyes from the bell overcoming his headphones, he picked up his phone and checked the time
'3:15'
"Oh fuck" tyler zipped up his bag and went out of the storage closet with his energy drink on hand occasionally taking a sip or two until he got into his car, setting it in the cup holder, while starting the car, hearing the familiar hum and purrs the engine made. Tyler pulled out of the parking spot and started his drive home taking the usual back dirt road route. Tyler got home and stopped his car in the drive way, pulling the key out of the igniton, he walked into the house and in his bedroom. He sat in there for an hour or two before getting a text from his friend

1 new message

Brendon: hey, are you okay?
Ty: yeah, why do you ask?
Brendon: you seem off. Havent texted or called, missed 5 classes, and i saw you coming out of a closet at the end of the day.
Ty: oh yeah, just needed some sleep lmao
Bredon: lmao

Tyler dropped his phone as it buzzed once again

1 new message

Unknown number: go fucking kill yourself faggot

Tyler had been told that multiple times and blocked it out but his walls were down, tyler shut his phone off, and threw it at his dresser smashing the screen as he got up from his bed and ran over to his dresser grabbing the already well written note tossing it on his bed before openenwd the window, kicking out the screen and bailing out of it, before starting to walk.
The sun had fell and the moon risen illuminating the dark navy blue sky, tyler was in downtown Columbus and started to walk up the first parking garage he could find, it was an attachment to a hospital but it didnt matter, tyler got to the top and sat at the top ledge contemplating, why was he alive?, whats the meaning of life, and why was he here? He was confused, people always told him why he shouldn't die, why he couldn't but they never told him but the never told him why he should live. Tyler was ready, he went back and took a stand on the ledge looking down at the small garden followed by the ede of the parking lot, were he would land, he heard the door behind him open, and looked back but didnt see whoever it was well because it was too dark even with the small light over there, he placed one foot off before being pulled back landing on someone taking the air out of him he looked to his side to see who ever did that while trying to catch his breath and recognised the pink fluffy hair. It was josh.

A/N: 1101 words im proud of myself 🌸(i usually write 500+ words a chapter)