Chapter 9

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  Justin's POV

The weather was amazing, for winter, snow lay on the ground, but it wasn't cold it was actually quite warm. I was walking down the street, not wanting to drive. I needed to think, to clear my head. It's been a month and I still don't know who I lost my virginity to, no one has mentioned anything, not to me or the press so I'm guessing whoever it was wasn't planning on selling the story to the public. I didn't know where I was going, I was just blindly walking down the path to wherever my feet lead me.
About half hour of walking and I finally realized where I was walking to, I found myself outside of her house, the house that I would always come to, the house that my best friend and the love of my life lived at, Kya's house.
I wonder if she was home from the Doctors office yet. I shuffled up her driveway and to her Blue door and knocked twice, a minute later, her mom opened the door "Oh, hey Mrs Shaw, is Kya home?" Kya's mom looked good for a woman who is 42, she was wearing a light purple shirt with a black fitted blazer and a matching pencil skirt that ended just below her knees "Hello, Justin and how long have you known me?" I frowned slightly surprised at the question "Uhh, practically my whole life" she nodded a smile spreading on her lips "Exactly, so my name isn't 'Mrs Shaw' it's Jeanette" I chuckled and nodded "Kya's in her room, she's been quiet and upset. We only got back from our business trip this morning but, she hasn't said more than two words to us. Do you know what's wrong?" I frowned again, and shook my head worried "No, do you mind if I go up and see her" Jeanette rubbed my arm and nodded her head "No, no go ahead" with that I walked up the familiar stairs and knocked on Kya's bedroom door, before silently entering. She was sat in a chair by her window, in her legs were pulled up to her chest and her arms wrapped around them. Her headphones where on her head, the JustBeats I got her for Christmas, playing music into her ears. She looked like she has been crying. I rushed over to her, when she saw me she quickly took the headphones off and looked at me without saying a word, she looked so upset, it broke my heart to see her like this "do you want to talk about it?" she nodded, so I lifted her up to sit on the seat then placed her on my lap as she snuggled into my neck.

Kya's POV

Justin pulled me onto his lap, as he always did when I needed someone, but this time it felt different, I don't know how, it just did. Maybe it was because we had sex and now I was pregnant with his baby "What's wrong?" he whispered in my ear, I pulled back to look at his face, he looked worried about me. Justin was always so protective over me and always cared about me "Well I went to the Doctors today.." he nodded so I went on "And I found out why I've been throwing up.." a small concerned crease showed between his eyebrows "What is it?" I took a shaky breath, and felt tears return to my eyes "Justin.." I said barley audible "..I'm- I'm pregnant" his face drained of color and his eyes widened, I heard an intake of breath, to steady himself. After a while of silence he asked, in a strained voice "Do you know who the father is?". This is the hardest part of what I have to do, I hid my face in his neck and said almost silently "..No" I squeezed my eyes shut, and unsuccessfully trying to stop the tears from pouring over. I hated lying to Justin. I felt his arms wrap tighter around my waist and rubbed my back soothingly "Everything's going to be okay" he whispered and I pulled back, the tears not stopping "No it's not, Nothing is going to be okay I'm 17 Justin, and I'm about to have a baby without a father. I don't know what to do.."  

  Kya's POV

"..I don't know what to do.." tears were streaming speedily down my cheeks and onto Justin's leather jacket "There are options Ky.." I took in a deep breath "I'm not aborting the baby, I can't do that, it's a little person" Justin nodded in agreement "I know what you mean, I wouldn't ever abort my baby" I pang of guilt set off inside of me, Abortion was NOT an option "Justin..? if you was having a baby.. what would you do?" I said looking into his eyes as he looked back into mine. He took a breath and blew it back out noisily "honestly.. I would keep keep it, I would never abort it, and I don't think I could stand to give it to another family" I nodded my head, in that moment, my mind was made up. Although Justin didn't know it, this was still his baby and if he wouldn't give it away then neither will I. But there is consequences that come with keeping the baby, like paying for it and even worse.. telling my parents. We sat there for a while in silence, Justin quietly rubbing my back, I looked at him "I've decided what I'm going to do" he raised his eyebrows questionably, I went on "I'm going to keep the baby" He nodded his head slowly "And you have no idea who the father could be?" YES, I shook my head "No" he moved his arms so his hands rested on my upper arms, then started rubbing the length of them, then he looked me straight in the eyes "I will help you, whatever you need, I will always be here for you, no matter what" more tears rushed to my eyes blurring my vision. He is the kindest, sweetest most perfect friend anyone could have ever. I wrapped my arms around his neck in a tight hug.

Justin's POV

Automatically I twisted my arms around her waist, and thought to myself, There's a little person growing inside of my best friend right now, truthfully I am a little disappointed and slightly angry, disappointed that it was someone else, she was with one night and angry that he didn't bother to stick around for her to find out who he is. I could feel her shaky breath on my neck and warm tears falling onto my shoulder, then she whispered "I love you Justin, thank you for being the best friend anyone anywhere could ever ask for" my heart raced at the sound of those three little words, I Love You, I knew she only meant it in a friendly way but I couldn't stop my heart from beating wildly "I love you too, I would do anything for you" and I meant it, I would do anything for this girl. "Justin?" she said quietly while pulling back "Yeah?" she bit her lip and blinked back some tears "Will you come to tell my parents with me?" without hesitating, I nodded my head "Yes, of course I will" the smallest of smiles spread on her face "Thank you"

Kya's POV

We got up and Justin followed me down the stairs, to where my parents were. It was getting quite late, it was dark outside, there was a light coming from the lounge. My parents were watching TV, cuddled up on the couch together. We entered the room, causing my parents to look up at us, me and Justin walked to the empty couch and sat on it facing my parents "Mom.. Dad I have something to tell you.. and it's really important.." they sat up straight and my dad switched the television off "What is it peanut?" My dad asked sounding worried. I turned to look at Justin, who grabbed my hand and gave it a comforting squeeze and a 'You can do this' look. I slowly faced my parents, who both looked concerned and anxious. I took a deep breath as I felt Justin squeeze my hand again and sheepishly looked at my parents "Mom, Dad... I'm.. Pregnant..."  

  No one said anything at that moment, my parents were sat in shock and disbelief, Justin squeezed my hand every so often, a sign of comfort. "Mom, Dad please say something" my mom's eye snapped to my face, her lips in a tight line "You're pregnant?" she said it through clenched teeth, I nodded slowly. I looked at my dad and he looked livid, he didn't look at me, instead his glare went to Justin "Is this your doing" I squeezed my eyes shut and tilted my head down as I heard Justin's response "No, Jason, me and Ky we're just friends" I heard my dad let out a puff of air, then my mom voice, was watery like she had tears that were trying to force their way out "Justin, I think it's best if you leave, we need to talk to Kya alone" I heard him sigh from beside me, I knew that he didn't want to leave me, to face this alone "Yes ma'am" he squeezed my hand and I turned quickly into him wrapping my arms around him as he did the same, he whispered in my ear "Just call or text me whenever you need me" I nodded, then we pulled away and Justin slowly walked out of my house, turning once to give me an encouraging look, although I could tell that he was worried. Then he was gone.
"PREGNANT! YOU'RE PREGNANT?!? WHO?, WHEN?, HOW?" my mom screamed at me, tears streaming down my face, I said quietly "I don't know how it happened, it just did while I was at the Christmas party" I said dodging the first question 'Who' Dads breathing picked up as his face was turning red in anger "Who?!?" I looked at him timidly "Who, what?" he was frowning at me "WHO IS THE FATHER?!?!?!?!" I flinched back, from the shouting and said inaudibly "I don't know" this time my mother spoke "How could you not know who the father is?" I sunk into the couch "because.. I was.. drunk" I mumble "KYA SHAW! HOW COULD YOU GET DRUNK, HAVE SEX AND GET YOURSELF PREGNANT, YOU'RE ONLY 17!!!" my mother shouted at me again and I felt more tears travel down my face, "Mom, I don't know, it just got out of hand" my dad, spoke sounding a bit calmer but still infuriated "Just got out of hand?!?!? OUT OF HAND KYA??!?! IT'S NOT EVEN LEGAL FOR YOU TO DRINK" he closed his eye, pinched the bridge of his nose and took a deep calming breath before carrying on "..Kya, we're extremely disappointed in you, this is not how we raised you-" That was what sent me over the edge "What? You're. Disappointed. In. Me?... Its not how you Raised me?... THAT'S BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T RAISE ME AT ALL, I HAD TO RAISE MYSELF. YOU WERE NEVER AROUND. YOU THINK GIFT CERTIFICATES AND MONEY IS GONNA SOLVE EVERYTHING BUT IT DOESN'T, A GIRL NEEDS LOVE AND SOMEONE TO GET ADVICE FROM.. but you never did" I said the last part, in between sobs "You wasn't there for me, you never was" my dad had tears in his eyes, but he didn't look sorry "Kya, I want you out of my house" my mouth fell open, salty tears still spilling down my face, I looked at my mom, who also had tears in her eyes "Mom?" I tried, but she turned away from me. Then my dad's voice rang in my ears again "Leave Kya, you can come to get your stuff when we're not here" with that I walked out of the house, not one goodbye said.
I got as far as the end of the street, before I collapsed to my knees and just cried. I was still in my pyjamas but I had shoved some black Vans on. After minutes and minutes of crying I willed myself to get up and continue walking, I could only think of one place to go and headed in that direction. It started to snow, raising goosebumps on my exposed skin.
When I got there I knocked, with the little energy I had left. Then the door opened and Justin appeared in the door "Ky.." tears were still falling and making my cheeks extremely cold from the winter air "They kicked me out, I haven't got a home" Justin grabbed my hand and pulled me into his house, and into the lounge "Mom?" Pattie turned her head towards her son "Yes?" but when she saw me, she rushed towards us "Oh sweetie, what's wrong?" Justin must have seen me struggling to speak so he talked for me, which I was grateful for "Her parents threw her out, she has nowhere to live" Pattie's eyes rested on me "No that's not true, she's going to live with us" I looked at Pattie's motherly caring gaze "I don't want to intrude" she shook her head "You aren't intruding.." she turned to look at Justin "Show her to the guest room, make sure she's comfortable.." once again she turned to me "have you got any clothes with you?" I shook my head, then looked down at my damp pyjamas "These are the only ones I have" Pattie nodded then continued to talk to Justin "Maybe she could wear something of yours tonight" Justin nodded, then pulled on my hand and we walked upstairs.  

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