Accident A JB Baby Story

Chapter 12

I rushed into Kya's room, without knocking and she was sitting by the window, just staring off into space. I calmly walked over to her and knelt down next to her. She didn't say a word, she just rested her head on my shoulder. I pulled her into the circle of my arms, she didn't cry, she just simply stared out of the window.

Ryan's POV

What did i say? As i was thinking that, Pattie walked into the room and smiled her motherly smile "Hey Ryan, are you looking for Justin?" i frowned and shook my head "Naw, him and Ky were just here, until she ran off upstairs and Justin ran after her" this time Pattie frowned "What happened?" i shrugged my shoulders and told her what happened just minutes ago. A look of understanding and grief took over her features, she sighed and walked closer to me "Ryan, Kya.. doesn't live at home anymore.. she lives here" i was confused, why would she move out of her house.. "Why?" again she sighed and looked older than usual "Her parents threw her out, because she is.. Pregnant" I felt my jaw drop and my eyes get big. She's pregnant. Pattie, rubbed my arm and gave me a small smile before wandering back to the kitchen. Damn, i felt like an asshole. I turned and walked upstairs, i heard Justin and Kya talking..

Kya's POV

I was in Justin's arms once again, but i didn't cry, i didn't think my parents deserved it. Justin was gently rubbing my back i turned from the window to face him "I don't know what i would do without you Justin, if it wasn't for you i wouldn't have no where to live right now" although, if it wasn't for him i wouldn't be pregnant- No, i stopped myself mid-thought, sure i am pregnant with his baby, but i rather that then not have him at all. I feel terrible for even thinking that. Justin tightened his grip around me "You know i will always be here for you" a thought came to mind and out of my mouth without permission "Where am i going to live after the baby is born?" i heard Justin sigh in my ear "you're going to live here" i shook my head rapidly "I can't, Justin this is your house, you have a career and there will be a baby around, and it would keep you up all night" he frowned, and slowly shook his own head "Ky, you're my best friend, i'm not gonna kick you out, when you need someone the most. And so what, a baby will cry, Jaxon does when he's here" i squeezed my eyes closed and my forehead crinkled, before opening them again "It's not the same, Jaxon is usually here for a week or two. It would be different with.." it was hard to actually say the word "..My.. baby around, i wouldn't only be here for two weeks" a small smile appeared on Justin's lips "That doesn't change anything, you're staying here and thats that" a smile spread on my lips and i hugged him tight. When the door opened and Ryan stood there "Kya, I'm sorry, i didn't mean-" i cut him off walking over to him and hugging him "It's fine Ryan, you didn't know" we pulled away and i saw his eyes avert from my face to my stomach, self-consciously my hands flew up to cover it, causing his eyes to snap back to my face, questioningly , i nodded slightly answering his unspoken question.
Ryan stayed over until 9, he and Justin played on xbox while i was in the kitchen with Pattie, she was making cookies and i offered to help "Hi sweetie, boys playing video games?" i smiled and nodded, she rolled her eyes "boys" she muttered under her breath, i giggled. Pattie was molding the dough, when she looked at me serious "how are you?" i looked down and played with my fingers "I'm okay, i'm a bit scared" she wiped her hands on a cloth then walked over and hugged me "what are you scared about honnie?" she said in a soft voice. I felt my eyes welt up with tears "Every thing.." I choked out in a whisper "..I'm scared about the baby bump, what people will think, about how i'm going to raise this baby, what if i'm not a good mom and what if the baby hates me, and i'm mostly scared about never seeing my parents again, they will never talk to me again" Pattie squeezed tighter then pulled away, not letting go of my shoulders "Kya, everyone has those worries, i did when i was pregnant with Justin. You're 17 you are allowed to have these doubts. I had Justin when i was 18 and it was the scariest thing in the world, but when he got here, there was no words for how i felt" Pattie pulled me into another comforting hug, as i felt tears fall down my face.