The Sorrow of Love

Chapter 5

I backed away from his body just staring at him and then I turn around and ran out of the hospital, and kept going seeing people on my left and right. I passed people accidentally bumping into some, I saw a boy and a girl kissing on a doorstep in front of a brown brick house and I started to cry. I ran faster and faster trying to go and get home I sprinted around the corner just to see that there was rubble where my house was. It was horrible I dropped to my knees and wondered. 'Why me, why does this happen to me? Where am I supposed to go now?' I looked around panicking. Hoping to find someone I know, I stood up again and took off no idea of where I am going I just wanted to leave and get out of this town. Away from all of the memories, away from him. From all of it maybe just away from life in general. Do I want to die or do I want to stay alive? I know I don't want to be without him. I love him, I need him to be here, I miss him if only I had said goodbye.