THE TRUE LOVE SURVIVES EVERYTHING SERIES: WHAT'S GOING ON ??????????

I'm going with Måns & The Zappanones on tour!!!!

Alex and Sophie were really thrilled about that fact and they were already making a schedule for babysitting.

I remembered when Alex was going to be a big brother, that he would do anything to protect his little sister.

And of course he still does that, but then said Sophie : 'I don't need to be protected , I'm old enough to take care of myself.'

'Yeah, but for some things are you still too young, 'we both said to her. And although she knew we were right, she couldn't hide the disappointment on her face.

Weeks went by and the European tour came closer, so the boys were busy with rehearsing .

And I worked from home, so that I could take enough rest. And it was so cute to see how Måns did his very own best to be sure that I got everything that I needed.

'Do you need something? Do you have enough pillows behind your back ?' he asked me.

'Yes, I have everything that I need. I just don't want that you neglect the boys ,'I said with a wink.

And when the tour came closer, I was so nervous. And Måns was nervous too. Ok, maybe he didn't let that show so much, but I could tell. And he was also worried that something could happened with me or with the twins, while he was on tour.

'Ok, you're going with us on tour, 'he said, with a very serious face.

'Ok, but I'm not allowed to fly, 'I said to him.

'No problem, we all go with the bus ,'he said.

'With the bus??? With this big belly??? That's going to be something else, 'I said/

He looked at me and said : 'But I just love that big belly .'

'Ok, but what with our kids? We can't keep them from school, that's too important, 'I said.

'Yeah, you're right, but they can come afterwards, in a few weeks is it summer vacation, so. But you're coming with us, otherwise I won't be at ease and I will be texting and calling the whole time and that to big annoyance of the boys ,'he said.

Yes, three weeks of school and then it's summer vacation again. Really , a year is nothing.

But first Sophie birthday and then Måns his birthday.

'I don't really want a birthday party ,'said Sophie to us.

'And why not? All your friends from school are coming ,'said Måns to her.

'But I just don't want one. At least not this year, cause mummy needs her rest ,'she said.

Ok, an almost four year old girl said her opinion. We both didn't know what to say to her, only that's she was right. I needed my rest and when I told my gynaecologist that I would go on that European tour, she looked at me and said: 'Ok, I understand that he would be worried. So , you can go on that tour, but from the moment you feel that somethings wrong. You call me immediately , I don't care where you at on the moment. I have so many connections in different hospitals.'

And when I got back for my gynaecologist, Messi barked at me.

'Messi, what's wrong? Did something happened ?'I asked. He barked and then he went back on his pillow

And when I walked towards the kitchen, I saw why he was barking at me

Ok, the kids were home and for once they were home alone, I was out of maybe 30 minutes. I just wanted to know if I could go on that tour.

And Måns should've been home too. I called him immediately : 'Sorry honey, but the rehearse was a little bit overrun. I leave here in 5 minutes, did something happened ,'he said.