THE TRUE LOVE SURVIVES EVERYTHING SERIES: WHAT'S GOING ON ??????????

some extra help + Italy part one

'EUHM, sweetie, before you're calling him. I need to tell you something, but promise me that you won't be mad again, 'I said.

'Ok, and what do you need to tell me that's so important , that it can't wait after this phone call, 'he asked.

'Well, I don't think that forcing up that security will help us, 'I said.

'And why do you think that ?'he asked.

'Well, I'm not sure, but it's something that my gut tells me, 'I said.

'Your gut?!? Well, the last time was it wrong, 'he said a little bit agitated.

'Yeah, I know . And I can only hope that it's wrong again, 'I said.

Ok, he wasn't mad, but I could tell that he was a little bit disappointment .

'Well, I just called him and he promised me that our families would be guarded, they won't even know about it. And I also told him about that gut feeling of yours, but according to him it is for the best that everything stays that way. He's gonna triple it, 'said Måns to me.

'He's the cop, so he knows it better, 'I said.

But I found it so difficult to accept it. There was something seriously wrong, but I just couldn't figure out what.

We were just lying in bed, when I realised that we need some extra help with this.

I needed people around me who I can trust for the full 100 %

I stood , very quietly, up , I took my phone and went straight to the balcony.

Ok, it's not that late, so I can still call them.

I dialled the number and a few seconds later someone answered the phone.

'I need your help. Tomorrow we're in Italy, ' I said.

And that was all I needed to say, that I needed their help and where I would be.

And the rest of the conversation was in encrypted text messages.

'Who was that on the phone ?'asked Måns, still half asleep.

'No-one, it went straight to voicemail, so I just left a message, 'I said.

Shit, he heard me talking , I thought that I was quiet.

'Ok, sleep well, honey, 'he said and he felt back asleep.

'Sleep well, handsome, 'I said back.

But I couldn't fall back asleep, I was too damn nervous and the alarm went , way too early, off.

'Good morning, slept well ?'I asked him, when he opened his eyes.

'Yes, I slept very well. And you ?'he asked.

But, he was kinda surprised by the fact that I was already dressed and that I sat on one of the chairs.

'EUHM, I couldn't sleep anymore, I think that I saw every hour passing by. So then I decided to get up, 'I said.

'Yeah, you look tired. And I noticed it that you couldn't sleep anymore, cause you were tossing and turning the rest of the night, 'he said.

He got up too and walked to me : 'Are you sure that you told me everything ?'he asked and gave me a kiss.

'Yes, I 'm pretty sure, 'I said.

Ok, I was again keeping a secret for him, but this was something that I couldn't tell him. At least, not now.