So, still no show for babe.
But, he keeps saying that he's still trying. He doesnt have his license or a car and he's like, 30 minutes away so I'm not really expecting anything soon but at the same time it really sucks because I really just wanna see him.
He says he's willing to try and find rides to my dad's house as well. My dad lives like an hour away from him.
He asked if we would ever see each other before the end of my one year plan?
And i really didn't think much of it.
But i said the only place really, could be my dad's house. So he wants me to talk to him. Which I have no problems with at all. But, it's just the gas! Even if i could pay for the gas that his ride uses, he won't let me. He's kind of stubborn on that part from what I can tell.
I would do and give almost anything to be able to see him everyday but I'm not going to just ask him to drop everything and find a way to come see me. If we want to see each other, we've gotta communicate and figure things out.
He wanted to come for Valentine's Day. But, my birthday is in two weeks from today (march 1st) and i would kinda rather see him for that, tbh.
Idk... Who knows? I guess we will just see.
I'm scared that he will see the girls at my school or one of my sisters and be like 'damn she's fine' towards them and then look at me differently. He swears he would pick me in a heart beat if i was ever in a room with all of them but... Ya know. That's an expected response lmao
Anyways.
Yeah! I turn 17 in two weeks! So excited. Im only going out for dinner that Saturday but it's still cool,i guess.
Anyways... Getting tired,kind of, now.
Have a great day/night where you guys are.
Love y'all.
💙💙💙
