So... Update on life and such.
I realize that I've mentioned in earlier posts that I was going to wait until I turned 18 before dating again. Well, to clear things up: yes, i have a girlfriend. But, I kept having this super strong feeling that was telling me to see where things went with her. I had was having brief thoughts about it, then contemplating it and going back and forth with it. That lasted a couple weeks. And the feeling got stronger. So I went with my gut on it And made the decision to ditch my 'one year off' plan.
Ok, so pertaining to that, we're going practically 3 weeks strong.
Prom was great. Got quite a few pics. But we didn't really make that big deal out of it because it's only junior prom so...
I think i totally screwed up my first impression with Z's mom though. (Z is my gf). I'm hoping to get a second chance so I can try to 'fix' it.
My lowest grade is a C. Everything else is an A or a B. Which is honestly complete progress considering Ive gotten lazy af over the last few years and had a bunch if D's and E's and what have you because I quit turning in work or just half-a**ed it. So.... With summer coming up, and my senior year, I've gotta fix it and get 'back on the horse'.
My brother and my mom both want me to go down there (where they live) so i can stay a few nights here and there, throughout the summer. Sadly... Because of everything that's happened, I'm not exactly comfortable nor safe doing that when home is 4 hours away, i know nobody down there or have anywhere else to go if anything happens. So I'm hoping i can find some alternative to see my brother.
Between school, and family and now I've gotta look for a job... Life is hella hectic and stressful with all of that and everything in between. I Dont handle stress very well.... That's one thing I've definitely noticed.
I'll definitely be looking for time to actually get on and be active and whatnot soon. Just gotta finish off the school year and whatever else.
Anytways. Gotta go. Hope everything is well with all of you.
Later guys.
