Chapter 5

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I grab my favorite tank top, it's tie-dye with the words "Young Wild And Free" in bold black lettering. And my black leggings that say "Panic! At The Disco" down the side. And since it is fall and not exactly tank top weather in Indiana I grab my favorite Panic! At The Disco jacket. I brush my hair but I'm too lazy to do makeup and not exactly in the mood for makeup. Once I am all ready I slip on my knee-high converse boots and grab out my MacBook. I put my charger in my bag and open my MacBook to get on FaceTime. I dial Atreyu, my best friend, to tell him what's going on.

"Hey girl! What's up?" He says excitedly. "Wait were you crying?"

"Umm yeah...."

"What's wrong"

"I have to move. I don't know the full story but something happened with mom and now I have to go to California and live with my dad."

"Omg no you can't! Ugh Kay! This can't be happening! I can't lose you!! And you can't be with your dad. You need to-" he was cut off as I heard James call my name.

"Sorry, I'm coming just finished getting my stuff ready." I yell back. "Sorry I have to go. I will call you as soon as I land and I will text you the whole time I promise."

"You better Kay. I love you!"

"I love you too Rey!" I close my MacBook and put it in my bag. "Welp I guess it's time to go." I say aloud to my self as I pick up my stuff and go downstairs.

I was going to come out to my friends this week.... I guess I could just send them a text. I open my phone and create a group message with Makayla, Sam, Lindsay, Micheal, Chris, Rachel, and MarieLynn. I don't bother to add Atreyu because he already knows.

~Me:
*hey guys... I have something I want to tell you...*

My phone starts freaking out as everyone reply's stuff like "what is it?" And "tell us"

~Me:
*I'm Pansexual...*

No one answered... They all read it but no one answered... Then after a few minutes Sam leaves the group chat. Then slowly so does everyone else. Lindsay, Micheal, Chris, and MarieLynn... They all left..  I sit there for a minute trying not to cry when my phone goes off again.

~Micheala:
*Wow! I didn't know that. Hey don't worry about them I will always be here for you.*

~Rachel:
*Hey! I love you just the way you are. Your sexuality will never change that! I promise.*

I love Rachel and Makayla. They are both so sweet. I knew that I was gonna lose people anyway... I guess it just happened sooner than I thought.

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