march 1, 2017
dear whoever you may be,
hello. it's me again. you must be wondering, "how did your confession go?"... well i didn't confess. before i could confess to him, he confessed to my best friend. and now i feel weird. do i still like him? wish i could say no. am i still friends with cheonsa? of course. she rejected it. but now, he and i are in the same spot. both feeling betrayed and heart broken. cheonsa knew i was there. she apologized. a lot. but i just felt like it was wrong. i could be a wooden board. when he confessed to her, a nail was hammered into me. when she said sorry and rejected everything, the nail was removed. but there is still that hole of emptiness. a scar. yeah sure it's weird to say that i'm like a wooden board and stuff but at least it makes sense to me.
someone whose heart's trying to heal,
yoori
p.s.
after all, "every time i thought i was being rejected from something good, i was actually being re-directed to something better." and tip to self and you, "never lose yourself while trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you."
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valentine's day. / nct na jaemin
Fanfictiona story in which a girl, song yoori, is challenged to confess to her crush, na jaemin, on valentine's day, but before she could, she sees him confessing to her best friend. na jaemin goes to yoori and asks to fake date to win over his crush's attent...
