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march 18, 2017

dear you,
yeah... hi. i was supposed to study with jaemin today... but 75% of the time i was with him, he just talked about cheonsa and our plan on fake dating. i was slowly sinking into regretfulness... but just seeing his smile healed me. then again... when he frowned because she rejected him, it just felt worse. to be honest, i missed the time that i just liked him, thinking that there was a possibility that he could like me back. but it's so different now. sure i still like him, but the possibility decreased and now i feel weird. i enjoy his jokes and his big smile and happy attitude when he thinks of what brings him joy... i just wish i was one of those things that bring him joy.

on a happier note, he played with the cats in the cafe and had me pose for pictures with kittens because he thinks i looked like the pretty kitty with different colored spots. he even bought me a special strawberry latte because he said he sees me at lunch with strawberry milk all the time. then he went on and on about how strawberries are disgusting, but he doesn't mind getting a good friend like me strawberry things if i liked it.

someone who has mixed feelings,
yoori

p.s.
i've been wondering... should i smile because we're friends? or should i cry because that's the only thing we'll ever be?

p.p.s.
found these in my phone so i printed it out for you (and me, lowkey).

found these in my phone so i printed it out for you (and me, lowkey)

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