I couldn't go on anymore and it clearly was the best if I let go. I had no chance with Lea and it was the only thing I could do. I really liked her, and maybe I haven't said it but for the past few days I've been spending time with her and I love her. It was the time I should let go.
Dear Lea,
We were meant to be but Julian has won your heart. We were a match made in Heaven I'm sure but I don't deserve you. I'm a betrayer. I'm a Vampire. I know you don't mind but I mind. For you own good, I must let go. For the shortest time in my life, I got to know you and I really really liked you ever since. You may or may not choose me, Its your choice but I don't care anymore. Julian doesn't deserve you and I don't too. I've written a note to Liam to take care of you. He's a nice guy and deserves you. I wish you and Liam the best.
Lou.
I dropped the pen and walked to the bathroom. There was a razor and I picked it up, saying my last words of blessings for Liam and Lea. The sharp blades went in my flesh and blood started flowing. I looked at it, before collapsing to the ground.
“I love you Lea.” I breathed my last words.
