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Tuesday.

"How did the three of you end up here?" Jungkook asked.

"Hmmm, long story I would say. You want to know?" Hoseok asked and Jungkook nodded.

"Okay then. Namjoon, come here while the water is boiling. We have something to tell Jungkook," Hoseok called Namjoon.

Namjoon came to sit on the sofa beside Jungkook, "it started with me".

Jungkook turned to face Namjoon.

"Well, let me start with my story first. I really have a passion for music, hip hop. I spent my days at home rapping instead of studying because that's all I wanted to be when I grow up. They wanted me to be a business, helping my dad to continue his business after he is gone kind of stuff which I find boring and I knew I'd regret it in the future. They were also trying to arrange my marriage for me. I don't like that. I believe we all deserve the love that we want. The day they asked me to stay at home because they wanted to bring "my wife", I just took all my shits like my phone, wallet and some clothes and shoes then I just end up at Gyeonggi-do and just somehow reached here at this abandoned train track. All of them were locked till I found this one and well I cleared up the place and stayed here with nothing. Then I slowly started to work and all and well I earned some money to eat instant meals and buy more clothes. All this happened in early 2014. I lived alone for around 3 to 4 months alone if I am not wrong till I met Yoongi," Namjoon shared his side of his story.

Jungkook nodded listening to his story, understanding and empathising with him. Yoongi then cleared his throat, his turn beginning to speak.

"I'll go and take care of the green tea so just continue," Hoseok said as he got up from his seat to deal with the warm, late-night drink.

" Well. I was from a mental institution. I stayed there for around 2 months. I was there because of depression, compulsive behaviour, social phobia, self-disgust, and panic disorder. Once I was released, they gave me a luggage and I was so confused like what was this for. I sat somewhere nearby outside and then open the luggage and there we go. I have my clothes, shoes, laptop, books, and pencil case packed inside the luggage. My parents left me alone so I kind of freaked out again, the anxiety came back but I didn't want to go back in there so I composed myself. I begin searching online on the places I could go that was quiet and silent and found Goyang-si. I was going to... commit suicide... hah. Went there and well I found the abandoned train track and slept there like you Jungkook and suddenly Namjoon came to me and brought me in and well, I'm here now".

Jungkook was shocked. Never did he thought Yoongi was ever like this. Suicide? Depression? Disorders? Wow. He was thankful now that Yoongi hyung is here and happy... he guessed.

"Are you happy now hyung? With us?" Jungkook asked.

"Never felt even more happier than ever," Yoongi said, giving his gummy smile that was so rare to ever see.

Hoseok came back with the four cups of hot green tea and passed it to each of them and placed one at his seat," Is it my turn now?"