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Jung Hoseok.

D-8, 5th October 2017.

After he had left the boys that night, he didn't know where to go. He went back to the beach where they were from, Dadaepo Beach, and sat down there thinking about what Yoongi had done and the argument between him and Seokjin. He could feel his short-temperedness self is coming back. Never did he thought Yoongi could've actually done that and never did he thought he would ever argue with the mood-maker, other than himself, Seokjin hyung. He didn't know what else he could do as he sat on the sand by the sea, spacing out. What to do now, where can he go now. His thoughts went so far that he even considered to take his own life by drowning in the sea but he could never do that. He wanted to go back to their home in Goyang-si but he was positive that at least one of them would've went back there so he decided not to. Where else? Back to his workplace at the restaurant he worked with Jimin? Would Jimin have gone back there as well? He prayed not.

'well we are at his hometown so shouldn't he stay here rather than going back all the way to goyang-si?' Hoseok thought to himself.

And without much thoughts after, he went back to Goyang-si, taking the bus with the cash he had kept for himself. Once he reached back to where they all started, the seven of them, he walked straight to the restaurant and saw the bright light from afar, business still working as fine as ever. He entered the restaurant and went straight to find the owner of the shop who was in the kitchen, cutting the ingredients.

"Ahjumma~" Hoseok said as he went over to give her a warm hug.

"Eo? Hoseok-ah, what are you doing here? I thought you were out for a trip?" she asked him.

"I don't know... Something happen. By the way..." Hoseok tried to change the subject, "can I stay here for a few days? I have nowhere to go".

Without having to ask Hoseok once again, she knew something had happened between the boys and so she softly smiled at him and told him to go up to her house, telling him where she had hidden the spare keys at. Hoseok smiled as he went up the stairs to her apartment and picked up the flower pot by her door and grabbed the spare key under it. Ever since that day, he had been resting in the spare room she had in her apartment and he has not done anything for a few days. He just stayed in the room and goes to the toilet to wash up only when she came in his room to told him to do so. She also comes to the room to give him food for him to eat. Hoseok didn't know what to feel or do. He that felt horrible for making her do all these for him but he didn't even want to speak at that point of time. After being quiet for so long, one day as she entered his room to give him his meal, he finally spoke up.

"Ahjumma, do you have any antidepressant pills?" Hoseok asked her.

"Eo? Why do you need it? You can just talk to me about it," she told him.

"I'm sorry, I can't tell you as of now but it helps, the pills help," Hoseok begged.

"Fine, let me check if I have any," she said as she left the room.

Hoseok took a sip of the kimchi soup she made for him while waiting for her. Although he was sad, he never failed to finish up the food she gave to him. She came back into the room with a small bottle in her hand.

"It's called Ativan and it's an antidepressant pill. Do you know about them?" she asked him.

"Eo? I used to eat that last time. Ahjumma, you have it too?"

"Mhmm, last time when the business was bad, I used to get really stressed and depressed too," she explained.

"Ah, do you still need it now?" Hoseok asked.