Day 48: I Wish

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I wish I didn't love you
The way I do
I wish I didn't get this way
Thinking about you
Nearly 24/7
I wish there weren't butterflies
Whenever I see your smile
I wish you didn't make dark eyes so beautiful
I wish I could make all this go away
So we could be normal
Not worry about these things
I wish I could be normal
I wish you didn't have to worry about me
I wish I didn't make things weird
I wish all these things
In vain
Because I love you
In such a way
And I absolutely
Hate myself for it

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