Twenty one.

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Vic's POV:
I have never been this happy before. I've been alive for over seven hundred years but during all that time nothing made me as happy as the situation I am in right now. Nothing made me happier than the people I have in my life right now. Nothing makes me happier than Kellin and Violet.

It's 4 am and Kellin is fast asleep in our bed. I woke up ten minutes ago due to hearing whimpering. At first I thought it was Kellin but I soon found out that wasn't the case, it was our baby daughter who had to be changed.

I took her to the bathroom and changed her before going back to the bedroom. I tried to put her down in the little bed we have for her next to ours but as soon as I put her down and let go of her she started to cry.

I tried again after holding her for a couple of minutes, rocking her back and forth but just like before she started crying again.

"You're a bit stubborn aren't you honey? Maybe a little clingy?" I ask. She obviously doesn't understand what I'm saying and only looks at me with her big innocent eyes.

"You remind me so much of mommy-dad, you have similar personalities already with the stubbornness and clinginess. But don't tell mommy-dad I said so, he may be precious but he's scary when he's angry" Again, I know she doesn't understand what I'm saying to her but it doesn't matter to me. I want Violet to know my voice.

I sit down on my side of the bed still holding Violet in my arms. I carefully lie down on my back, bringing her with me so that her tiny body is resting on my chest, her tiny cheek being pressed against the crook of my neck.

Violet falls asleep only a couple of second after I have lied down with her. I feel myself getting less tense and less scared of hurting her as I've been the past hours since she was born. It was just the fact that she is so small and fragile it made me scare that I would hurt her.

I was so thankful for Kellin. He had sensed my worries and convinced me that I was doing fine and that I would be an amazing dad, I just had to get used to it and so would he. And in this moment, when I lie in bed holding my sleeping baby daughter close to me and my fiancée being asleep next to me I start to feel that he's right, I will be a good dad to Violet. I will protect her the way I've protected Kellin.

I'll keep them both away from hunters, I will keep her away from bad people and when she's old enough to date which is an age I don't look forward to, I will be ready to comfort her when she doesn't find the right person right away. Because I know she will be hurt in her life, I can't protect her from all kinds of pain, but I can always comfort her and I always will.

I stop thinking about the future because I know that if I do that for too long I'll start going crazy. Instead I try to clear my head from thoughts and after a while I fall back asleep again.

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Kellin's POV:
I wake up to the sun shining into our room making it too bright in here for me to be able to keep sleeping. As I open my eyes I'm met with the most adorable sight. Vic is asleep in the bed next to me on his back, and Violet is sleeping on his chest. Vic is resting a hand on her body to make sure she doesn't fall off and I can't help but to 'awe' out loud.

As quietly and carefully as I can I get up from the bed and go get our system camera since it has better quality than my phone, plus I know where the system camera is but I'm not sure where I left my phone. Yeah, no comments on that..

I snap a picture of my adorable daughter and fiancée. It's been months since we got engaged but I still can't believe it. We haven't really talked much about the wedding so far though, we've been to busy with planning for Violet's arrival to the world.

Now when she's born though maybe we can start planning soon, I really hope so. I don't want us to have a fancy wedding or anything but I want a wedding. Though I  think I want to wait to get married until Violet is at least old enough to walk or so, so at least a year. Maybe in the summer..

I hear some noises from next to me and find out that it's Violet who's starting to wake up. Her whimpering seems to wake up Vic as well who looks down at her with so much love in his eyes. I put away the system camera before rolling over to them and resting my head on Vic's chest so my face is next to Violet's.

"Good morning baby" I whisper and kiss her tiny little nose.

"And good morning Viccy" I whisper before giving him a peck kiss as well.

I put my head back on Vic's chest and listen to the sound of his heart beating and his deep breaths. The three of us just stay in this positions for what feels like hours and might actually be that. I feel so blessed and lucky to be here, with Vic and with Violet. There's literally nothing bad happening right now, sure I still feel a bit sore where they cut up my skin yesterday but as I look at my daughter asleep on my fiancée I know that all the pain I've gone through these last nine months have been completely worth it.

*

After probably an hour or so passed me and Vic felt that we wanted to get up and start the day. Vic carefully picked Violet up from her position on his chest and goes to put her down in her bed but as soon as he does she wakes up and starts crying.

"Again? How choosy are you?" Vic asks her with a small smile playing on his lips.

"I think she's hungry" I say and I can feel myself get both nervous and insecure.

"Oh.." Vic replies. He knows about me still having a hard time with the whole breast feeding thing. I had gotten these mini boobs kind of to be able to feed Violet and I felt really insecure about it, this will also be the first time I breastfeed at home, without a nurse to help me.

Vic hands me the baby before sitting down with his back against the headboard. He motions for me to sit down between his spread legs and I do this, thankful for how helpful he's being.

I sit down and let my back rest against Vic's toned chest. I put Violet down on our bed before taking off my shirt and pick her up again.

I hold her still for a while as I look down at my body, I really hate how it looks right now. I know that the small breasts are for feeding my daughter and won't be there forever but I can't help but to feel insecure because of them.

"You are so beautiful baby" Vic tells me and kisses my neck, it's like he reads my thoughts.

I turn my head back to kiss him before I carefully guide Violet's head to my chest. She reaches up with her tiny hands and reach for my breast causing me to giggle and I can practically feel Vic smiling like crazy behind me.

She manages to suck my nipple into her mouth and starts eating. It feels both weird yet amazing, it kind of tickles actually.

"How does it feel? Is it okay? Is she eating?" Vic asks from where he's looking down at our baby eating from over my shoulder.

"It's okay. It feels kind of weird but she's eating and knowing that I'm able to feed her is amazing. I feel like a mom.." I trail off. These past hours since Violet was born I haven't been able to actually understand that I'm a parent but right now when I'm breastfeeding her on my own, with only Vic supporting me and not a nurse I truly feel like a parent.

"Congratulations mommy-dad" Vic whispers and kisses my cheek.

Violet finish eating and I burp her before putting her down to sleep. This time she does so without complaints. I turn to Vic and crawl into his lap so that I'm straddling him. I wrap my arms around his neck and he wraps his around my waist. I let my head rest on his shoulder and whisper;

"Thank you"

"For?"

"Everything. Helping me through the pregnancy, helping me now when Violet's born, for just being the wonderful person you are"

"You're welcome I guess, thank you too" Vic whisper to me.

"For what?"

"You know, for being so cute, giving us our daughter. For being mine"

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