Twenty four.

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Kellin's POV:
I'm getting married today. I'm actually getting married today. I can't wrap my head around the fact that I'm getting married today. It's been about a year and a half since Vic proposed to me and I still haven't gotten over the shock of being engaged and today, today we're getting married.

Not only am I getting married today, I am getting married in like twenty fucking minutes and I'm freaking out! Tony is my best man and has been absolutely amazing these last couple of months, whenever I was feeling nervous about getting married in front of all of Vic's relatives he had been there to calm me down in a way that only he was able to do, being my best friend and all.

I was currently in a janitors closet at the hotel we've been staying at for the last four days, hiding from everyone else. I felt horrible for doing this but I wasn't feeling good. I didn't feel as I always imagined I would feel the day of my wedding. I was nervous, I was worried, I was feeling almost nauseous, that's how nervous I am. I thought that I would be over the moon happy today, because why wouldn't I be? I'm marrying the love of my life.

The love of my life, who's a seven hundred year old vampire but at the same time eighteen. Who I have a baby daughter with who's already a year old. Who got me pregnant when I was only sixteen and who I was now getting married to at seventeen...

It was all just too overwhelming, plus I had already embarrassed myself in front of Vic's aunt. Yesterday when she asked me how I was feeling about getting married today I completely blacked out before I started rambling about some weird shit and walking away from there.

And today I was acting even worse. Vic tried to talk to me this morning, asking me if I was doing okay, if I was regretting saying yes to his proposal and so on. I only replied with half ass answers before going to Tony and Mike's room where my tux was and where I was supposed to be getting ready. It doesn't stop there though because as I said, I'm currently in a hotel's janitors closet. I'm hiding from Tony. He's my best friend so he obviously noticed me being nervous about today but when he tried to talk to me about it I ignored him and ran away, what a great person I am.. Gosh how can Vic want to marry me?

Vic.. Does he know about my thoughts? Does he know that I'm not where I'm supposed to be? Has Tony told him that I'm gone? Will he hate me? All these thoughts just make me even more nervous and I just want to cry, so that's what I do.

I let the tears fall free as I slide down the wall until I'm sitting on the floor. I pull my legs up to my chest and rest my chin on my knees. I only have time to sit like this for a minute before the door flies open and reveals a panicked Tony.

"Kellin! Oh my god, I've been looking all over for you. Come on, we have to - "

He abruptly interrupts himself as he notices me crying. Tony gives me a sympathetic look before crouching down to my level. He calmly puts his hand on my knee, making me look up at him.

"Kells, what's going on?"

I stay silent for a while, not wanting to answer the question at first but I realize that this is Tony. He's my best friend and right now I need to talk to him.

"I'm freaking out Tone. Everything is just too overwhelming right now. I thought it was overwhelming when I got pregnant at sixteen but I made it through that. I thought I'd be able to handle this without any breakdowns cause I figured 'Hey, what can be bad about getting married?' I love Vic with all my heart but it has just hit me how much I've gone through in my life and how far our relationship has come, and I'm only seventeen. I don't know if I'm ready for this" I ramble, pouring all my deepest feelings out, every feeling that I've been afraid to admit to myself.

"Kells, are you saying you don't want to get married?" Tony asks me a worried look on his face.

"No.. Yes.. I don't know Tone! On one hand it's like, of course I want to marry Vic. He's the love of my life and the father of my baby. But on the other hand, I'm too young. I'm only seventeen, that's a really young age to get married at. Plus I'm a vampire, I have eternity to get married. I really don't know anymore Tony. I'm just so torned in the moment."

Tony keeps looking at me, only nodding along to what I'm saying. After a while he gets up and leaves the closet without another word to me. Not even having the energy to think about why I let myself cry again. How pathetic can I get?

Tony's POV:
I walk out of the closet, hoping that Kellin will stay in there cause I really don't have the energy to go looking for him all over this place again.

I hurry out of the hotel and onto the beach where the wedding is going to be held. The guests are already here, chatting with one another. I spot Mike and hurry over to him.

"Do you know where Vic is?"

He points me in the right direction and I see Vic not far away, looking as if he's talking to himself. When I get closer I hear him mumbling 'I do' over and over again, practicing for how he's going to say it.

"Vic" I make my presence know to him and he spins around to look at me.

"Tony, what's up"

"Vic you need to go to the hotel and go to the janitors closet on the bottom floor" I inform him. Vic looks at me in confusion, probably thinking I'm on drugs or something.

"It's Kellin, he needs you okay?" At those words he immediately looks worried and hurries back to the hotel. Damn.. I hope they work it out. After all they're supposed to be getting married here in fifteen minutes, and Vic is even supposed to be here before, waiting for Kellin as he walks down the "aisle" or well, path between the chairs put up in the sand.

Vic's POV:
I feel myself getting more worried as I hurry back to the hotel. I go into the closet Tony told me to. As I enter the small space I feel my heart breaking at the sight in front of me.

Kellin is sitting on the floor with his back pressed against the wall. When I come in he looks up at me, his eyes are shiny and I can clearly see how there are dry tears on his face.

"Oh baby" I whimper before closing and locking the door behind me.

"I'm sorry" Kellin whispers but I only shush him.

"Don't say you're sorry baby, don't"

I sit down next to Kellin and pull him onto my lap. I hold him close to me, rubbing his back and letting him cry into my neck.

I hate seeing him like this. It pains me. And the fact that he's a crying mess before our wedding doesn't exactly makes it less horrible.

"Do you not want to get married to me?" I ask him in a silent whisper, scared of his answer.

Kellin removes his face from my neck and looks at me with his big eyes.

"Of course I want to get married to you. I'm just really overwhelmed right now. I'm seventeen and I already have a one year old daughter and now I'm getting married. Also, the thought of doing it in front of so many people scares me."

"Kells, I love you more than anything. You and Violet is the best thing that ever has happened to me. If you're not ready today then we'll wait. Sure I'd love to marry you today, but I'd also love to marry you in a year, or in two hundred years. The only thing that's really important to me, is marrying you. When and where doesn't matter, it'll be perfect anyway. Cause it's you baby, and you are one hundred percent perfect for me."

Kellin stays quiet for a while, just looking at me. It seems as if he's thinking about what I said. Finally, he leans in and carefully presses his lips to mine. I happily reply to the kiss, hugging him close to me once we've pulled away.

"Let's go get married" Kellin whispers to me.

I look at him in surprise, is he serious?

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. All those things you just said reminded me of how much I love you. What does it matter if I'm young? I want to get married to you, today"

I smile and pecks his lips. Kellin gets off my lap so the both of us can stand up. I wrap my arms around his waist and kiss him passionately, wanting our last kiss as fiancés to be a perfect one.

We pull away when we're slightly out of breath and fix our clothes a bit so they won't be all scrunched up. I hug Kellin again, kissing his forehead and whispering;

"Let's go get married"

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