mint green | y.seok

TWENTY TWO.

hoseok
i groan loudly as i stretch out my arms; i'm finally awake. i quickly retract my outstretched arms as i remember yoongi sleeping peacefully next to me. except he's not.

the area next to me is cold, meaning he must've left a long time ago. what even was the time? i sit up and grab my phone, checking the time: it's only eight thirty, where could he be at this time of day? at first i'm not as worried because he probably had to go home. something in the back of my mind tells me i'm wrong.

why on earth would he leave so early in the morning? it was a weekend and he didn't have a job anyway, asides from working on his upcoming mixtape. i throw the covers off of my body. maybe i'm overthinking things and he's just in another room. dashing into the kitchen, i see last night's takeaway boxes, untouched. his shoes by my door, gone. even the glass he drank from is still in the sink, waiting to be washed up. ok, it's official, i'm panicking.

i retrieve my phone from my room and see a text message. how did i miss it before?

YOONGAY

yoongay
i'm sorry i had to leave. it was an emergency. i love you hoseok, i really do.

he loves me? as a friend or as partners? i don't know. my feelings have been a mess since i met him. normally, any sane person would just leave a very drunk person alone, maybe call a taxi for them if necessary. but no, yoongi took me home? and i could've just left him at taehyung's party but i also took him home. well, to my house.

i don't know about him but the real reason i took him here was because i felt a connection. it was weird when i first felt it i'll admit, but i felt...different. it felt like i had known him my whole life and that he understood me perfectly. i loved it. despite not knowing much about each other, i could confidently say that i liked him. i just hope he likes me back. it's just a petty crush, nothing big.

j-hoe
ily too. stay
safe yoongi.
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apologies for the lack of updates but i've been feeling down lately :(