The reason I breathe is You BOOK 1 (Harrifer fanfiction)

Chapter 7

Jennifer's pov

I can't believe it. After what we went through. I started to like him and I never thought he would like me back. I feel butterflies in my stomach.

He slide his tongue inside my mouth. We were making out for a minute then our lips separated. I was just staring in his blue eyes. I couldn't say a word.

Ryan and Keith were shocked. And so was I.

-Guys I have to go now, my plane will leave in a few minutes. See ya later.

Then he left. Without saying me anything. He left me with doubt.

I just started crying and I don't care who sees me. The guys just came to me and hugged me tight.

Why does he have to leave when I need him the most?

Harry's pov

My heart... Finally I did it after 4 months. I don't want to leave her just like this, but I think we both need time.

I mean I'm sure of my feelings. I want to be with her. And I hope she feels the same. And I think it would be the best if we wouldn't talk in this mounth.

But now I have to focus on the Voice. It's my chance, I can't ruin it.

I'm laying on my bed, in my hotel room. I have to drink something. I decided to go to the bar.

Ugh I see half naked girls dancing everywhere. I don't want to watch them. My eyes are on only one woman.
I just bought a glass of champagne and left the bar. But a girl stopped me.

-Hey you want to dance with me?

-No, I have to leave sorry.

-No, stay here.

And suddenly she kissed me. I can't do this.... I pushed her off me and left the bar. If I was here 5 mounths ago I'm sure I would take the advantage but now I can't think about other women.

I'm so tired, so I went to my hotel room. It was a long day and I really need some rest.

Jennifer's pov

Next day of the show. We decided to have Adam Lambert instead of Harry.

Speaking of him... I really do miss him. And he doesn't answer my calls. Maybe he regretted that kiss and he doesn't want to talk with me. Maybe now he hate me. Ugh I don't want to think about it, it will just make me sad.

Now I'm in my condo...alone. I need someone. I need Harry.

I turned on the TV to not to feel alone. I hugged my pillow trying to imagine it's Harry. Somehow I fell asleep.

Next day

I woke up without Harry by my side. He always made me breakfast, I got used to it. I feel so lonely now.

Suddenly I hear knocks on my door. Who could it be?

I opened it and-

-Hi Jen.

-Oh hi guys.Come in.

Ryan and Keith came in my condo. They had a serious look on their face.

-Jenny are you ok after what happened yesterday?

-Yes...I mean no but I don't want to talk about it.

-But you should. Jen please. How long does something going on between you two?

-What? We never had any phisical contact except hugging and kissing each other's cheeks. I just started to like him, and it seems like he did like me too. I tried to call him and he doesn't answer my calls.

-I'm sorry Jen...But hey he will be back soon and you can talk about this.

-But what if he doesn't want to talk about it? What if he will say it was a mistake? I'm scared...

-Hey come here..

They both hugged me real tight. I'm so thankful for having them.

Harry's pov

I can't stop thinking about the kiss we shared. But what if... what if she doesn't meant it....what is she still love Beau....What if she wants us to be just friends?

Ugh I have to sleep now because I will have meetings tomorrow. I had to get my sleeping pills since it's 3am and I still can't sleep.

Next day....

I woke up. 10am Fvck I'm gonna be late. I dressed up and left the hotel.

When I arrived at the meeting they were already waiting for me. They said I will work with lots of celebrities like Shakira and Rihanna. I have to start being a judge tomorrow.

I left the building and I checked my phone. 45 missed calls and 27 texts.. All from Jennifer. I feel so bad for not answering her calls. But I have to do this, for us. I decided to turn off my phone. I hopped in my car and left.

Jennifer, you have to know I love you.