The reason I breathe is You BOOK 1 (Harrifer fanfiction)

Chapter 17

Jennifer's pov

I opened my eyes and I saw Harry asleep on the chair next to my bed. He's the cutest. I'm so thankful to him for finding me. And of course to my mom too. But how did they meet? I wanted their first meeting to be special since Harry's the guy who I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Harry slowly opened his eyes. Those blue eyes of his... I want to tell him everything but I'm afraid what will he say. What if he leaves me? I cheated on him with Beau. I mean I didn't want it. Beau was the one who raped me but I still had sex with that asshole.

I hope I can talk about this with him soon.

-I'm sorry Harry...

-Why? You did nothing wrong babygirl.
He was whispering. He's so sweet and caring.

-Because we're together just for 2 months and I already caused trouble. Sorry for making your life this complicated.

-Look I don't care how complicated my life gets, I still want you. I always did and I always will. I love you Jennifer.

-I love you too Harry.

He leaned closer and kissed me. I missed this.

As we released I saw mom looking at us.

-How long have you been standing there?

-Enough to see that you guys truly love each other.

She came closer and hugged both of us.

-I have to go now guys, I will be back in the evening. I think you need some time together. Mom said. I wanted her to stay since we haven't spoken for months but at least I can talk honestly with Harry about this Beau thing.

I took a deep breath and I told him everything about the pain Beau caused me and that he raped me and hurt me day by day. I was crying so hard while I told this story.

Harry was just staring blankly. What can he think about? 

-Harry say something, you scare me.

He just looked at me with anger in his eyes. He made me super scared.

-Harry please don't yell at me. I know you're mad but believe me I didn't want to sleep with him. Please just don't yell at me or my heart can give up.

-I won't yell at you Jen, I know it's not your fault, I just want to punch him in his face so hard.

He hugged me and put kisses on my head. He's so gentle.

Harry's pov

She told me everything. This poor little thing. I will do my best to make her feel how much I love her and how much I care for her. I will never leave her side especially now.

She has nightmares of Beau. There was a night when she woke up screaming and her heart beat so fast, I thought she would have a heart attack.

A few days later

The doctors said she's better now and her ribs are healing so I decided to lay next to her on the bed. She begged me to sleep with her and to be honest I missed sleeping with her too.

She laid her head on my chest and she fell asleep.  While she was sleeping I surfed on the internet on my laptop and with my other hand I played with Jen's hair.

She didn't even have a shower for a month but she smells like a bunch of roses. How does she do this?

I searched funny videos on youtube because I want to cheer her up. I know she loves these kind of videos. And I love seeing her happy. She's the cutest when she's happy. When she's smiling, I'm smiling too.

The doctor came in walking towards us. Jen climbed off me and sat up. So did I.

-Good news Ms Lopez,you can go home next week.But don't forget ,you still have to stay in bed for a month! You can only get up once a day. Or you could get hurt or break yourself. Be careful!

-Thank you so much!

She smiled and hugged me.

-Did you hear that Har? I can go home in a few days.

-To be honest Jen I feel more comfortable when we're here. You know what if something goes wrong and you will feel pain? When we're in hospital doctors can help you but if we go home no one will be able to help us.

-Calm down honey. I will be ok, I promise. And you will be with me so I will be extra healthy.

She pecked my lips and laid back to my chest.

-Do you hear this Jennifer? My heart beats only for you.

She smiled at me and fell asleep.