hope + yoonseok [rewrite]

PROLOGUE

hwimang
hey, i just realized. we haven't
introduced ourselves to eachother.
man, you know you fanboy
too much when.

that's true. what can we do?
i mean we're both big fans
of big bang

hwimang
is that a pun?
lol but, my name
is hoseok.
i'm your hope

mine is i'd rather not say.
i dont have a motto
but i live in daegu, korea.

hwimang
r00d.
but i live in gwangju boi
let's meet

im too lazy, you come here.

hwimang
man forget it.
imma go to bed,
i have to go to hell tomorrow
Night <(^-^)> ~

I placed my phone on the lamp table by my bed. I sighed. I've met many VIPs online, I'm friends with most of them but this one was the only person who lived in Korea.

What a coincidence. My family and i are moving to gwangju next week.

It was he who started to DM me, saying he liked my photos. I post a lot of sceneries on my instagram, I call it Suga's Vision. From there, we ended up talking about Big Bang.

I don't use my real name anywhere online. You know how pedophiles are like. Little would I know, this Hoseok guy could be 42. I name myself Suga because I like sweet things and sugar is too basic.

We dont know what eachother looks like. I've attempted to stalk his account but its mostly pictures of idol selcas that he freaks out over and he has a pretty aesthetic account and quite a handful of dance videos but he's too far from the camera or he's wearing a mask.

He has a pretty decent amount of follows. 92.7k to be exact. I've only followed his account for a week or two though I already see some comments from his posts commanding him to post another dancing video or a selca.

Call me a stalker but I've searched for him earlier today, on google of course. There was this one photo of him posted on tumblr. A girl captioned

'to those who follow @/hwimang on instagram, this is him with his best friend Jimin. you're welcome'

Along with this photo -

'Is this really what he looks like?'

I thought. Looking back to the videos, the figures looked similar. This was stuck in my mind. If that was really him, I'll admit it; he's cute and not 42 years old but 24 looking. The Jimin guy had made me feel jealous of him. It was already 1 am and I decided to let my head rest and eventually fall asleep.

+

hwimang
MORNINg, wake up

im already awake,
two hrs ago

hwimang
ah, well im at school already.
mr. kin isn't amused of the
fact that i was late

kin?? his last name is kin?
what kind of name is that?

hwimang
don't ask me.
but his full name is
leedahl kindersley

ah, makes sense.
he's an english teacher
im guessing?

hwimang
yeah

go and listen to
your teacher

hwimang
i'd rather listen to you
although, idk wat u sound like

do you mind if i ask
for a selfie of your face

hwimang
oh sure!
[hwimang sent a photo]

a simple no would've
been okay, hoseok

hwimang
im kidding.
i just dont take selfies often
at least by myself
[hwimang sent a photo]

It's that Jimin guy. It is him. The girl was right. Most importantly, I'm right; he is cute.

hwimang
i dont have a decent
picture of myself, im
not too attractive

you look great,
trust me. who's that btw?

hwimang
that's jimin, my best friend

'I just realized, I cant show him my face. Please i hope he doesn't ask. I need to go quick.'

well, i'll get going
i need to rush to school.
i've been a lazy ass lately.

~
This book is quite old, not sure if you knew, but this a/note is recent. I regret writing this in a first person perspective and I want to change it but I'm lazy. It's also kind of cringe but I think it's just coz I'm reading smth I made. Anyway, enjoy.