Dont Let Me Drown..

stay with me

1 week later*

Haley:I wish he would wake up already..

Rocky:we all do..

Haley:he had so much to do he was finishing a song to perform for yall..

Riker:wait..he was writing songs..

Haley:yea I have his book with me

Riker:*takes the book from haley* Rocky! He's good look

Rocky:*looks at the first song* stay with me hm maybe we can make a beat to it and sing it at our next concert

Riker:we have to show it to the others first

Haley:no! Not yet..

She then puts her attention back to ross..and begins singing stay with me..

Haley:stay with me please..you die..i die..

Rydel:*walks to Haley and puts her hand on Haley shoulder* he's gonna be okay honey.

Riker:keep your head up haley..

Haley:i..i need to go to the bathroom

Rocky:Don't do what I'm thinking you're going to do

Haley:c..cant keep promises....

Riker:best friend dont..

Haley:i..i miss him..

Riker pulls her into a hug cause she has tears forming and time he pulls her in she begins crying into his chest..

Haley:i..i..ca..nt...l..o.se..h..im.

Riker: i..i know just breath..

Haley stops crying and goes to the bathroom she locks the door and pulls a razor from her pocket stares at it for a minute and begins thinking what would Ross say to her if he seen her so broken..about to slice her almost scared arm but she needed relief she put it to her wrist crying

Haley:im..sorry..baby...

She then made 8 deep cuts on her wrists she felt relief only for a few moments then her pain was back so..she cut again..and again..when she stopped there was riker knocking on the door

Riker:you okay Haley?

Haley:uh..yea..

Rocky:come out

Haley:h..old..on..

She cleans up the blood pulls her sleeves down  and walked out the bathroom with a smile on her face

Riker:are you sure you're fine

Haley:better than before

Doctor:okay he should be waking any day now but..if not..we have to pull the plug..

Haley:NO KEEP HIM HERE PLZ

Doctor:we're trying our best..

Riker:please keep him alive..

Ryland:please he's like the last puzzle piece to our family without him

Ratliff:we'll be nothing..

Rocky:R5 would be over..

Doctor:we will try

All:Thank you

Rocky:come on rossy make it please don't leave us fight you can do it..

Haley:God if he doesn't wake up I won't ever be okay again..

Riker:none of us will

And with that Ross began to wake up..you could see the pain in his face

Haley&rocky:ross?

Riker:get the doctor..

The doctor comes in and pulls the life support plug out his throat and takes the oxygen off to see if he's breathing fine on his own when Ross is fully awake he begins screaming and crying his cries are painful to hear..

Rocky:Ross it's okay it's us John is in prison there's no way he's getting out now

Ross:my..side..h..u..rts...

Rocky:i..know buddy but you're okay and you're here

Haley:I missed you..

Ross:i missed you to

Riker:so that song you wrote

Ross:wait. That was a surprise.

Rocky:it's really good maybe we make a beat with it we can perform it at the next concert

Ross:I'd like that

Rydel: first Ross is recovering then we start performing again..

Riker:right.

Ross:when can I go home?

Ratliff:soon you have to stay one more night to make sure you're okay enough to go home..

Ross:ughh

*the next day*

Ross:it feels great to be home but my side doesn't feel so great..

Rocky:well..youve just been shot ya know not even 2 weeks ago

Ross:thanks smart ass but you're sure John's gone right?

Riker:positive he's gone away for 5 years..

Ross:thank god..

The boys begin playing video games and Haley and rydel start talking about stuff then mom calls them to Dinner they all go eat and Ross and Haley sit beside each other but something is off with Haley and Ross knows he looks at her wrists he then seen fresh cuts on her wrists he was going to ask her later..dinner is over and stormie tells Ross to go rest so Ross attempts to walk up stairs but he is stopped by the pain in his side

Rocky:let me carry you

Ross:I'm not a baby anymore I'm 16 Rocky not 2

Rocky:I know but you can barely walk up stairs so I'm carrying you

Ross:ugh finee

He carries Ross upstairs and Haley follows him he put Ross down in his room

Ross:thanks I guess

Rocky:You're welcome.

Haley and Ross lay down he turns to Haley and looks at her and plays with her hair

Ross:I need to talk to you

Haley:about?

Ross just looks at her wrists and then back at her

Ross:why did you do this again?.

Haley:I needed to ..

Ross:no you didn't remember what you told me same goes to you babygirl

Haley:i..i.love you

Ross:I love you more

They fall asleep and Haley thinks about what she did to ross..

Long chapter ikik sorry but anyways another one will be up hopefully tonight stay strong and rocking 🤘💙