I've Lost It (Sequel To Kidnapped)

Life

Justin's POV

Damn. It's been three weeks since Silver left. Honesty I don't know why I let her leave, but I kinda feel relieved. I mean I just need time. I lost my kids. I thought she would understand that but I guess I was wrong. "Hey sexy." Someone said breaking me out of my thoughts. I think her name was Sasha, but I'm not sure and I don't really care.

"What are you still doing here?" I said plainly. She looked sad. "I thought we had something." She said. I laughed,"No I just fucked you. Now get out of my house." She quickly grabbed her things and left. Damn what have I become? I guess you could just say that I'm lost without Silver. She always kept me in line. Now she's gone and I didn't even chase after her. I'm still waiting for the divorce papers. Funny thing is. I'm not going to sign them. I am going to win her back.

Now that she left I have been sleeping with every girl that I meet. I don't even care. People can think what they want. I need something to keep my mind off of Silver. This is what helps me. The day after Silver left I found her wedding ring on my night stand. It was on a piece of paper that said, 'I'll love you forever and always.'😭 I think I need to go find another girl now.

Silver's POV

It's been three weeks since I left Justin. I miss him like crazy. I know that I'm the one that left him, but it was what needed to be done. I think about calling him to see how he's doing, but then I think that if he really wanted to talk to me he would call me. I honestly just need to hear his voice. I'm still staying with Selena and Chaz. They have been there for me through everything. I think that I need to try and let go of Justin. So tonight I have a date with this guy named Zach. I met him a few days ago and he is a total sweetheart. I'm excited.

3 Months Later

Justin's POV

It's been fucking three months since she left. I miss her so fucking much. I should have treated her right. I need to hear that amazing voice of hers. I got the divorce papers a long time ago. I just choose not to sign them. Then I feel bad because I'm fucking sleeping with all these whores and yeah. I'm going to go back and find her. I have to. I have to fix things between us. I just have to.

Silver's POV

Well me and Zach lasted for about a month until I caught him cheating on me the night of our anniversary. Ever since then I haven't seen or talked to him. I can't and I won't. Tonight everyone is going out while I stay at home. I finally got my own place. Tonight it's supposed to storm so that will be fun.

Later that night.

I was laying on the couch doing nothing when I heard a knock on the door. Before I could answer it he walked in.

"Justin? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised as I walked back to the couch. "I missed you." He stated. "Justin you can't just come walking back into my life and say you missed me. That's not how it fucking works!" I said starting to raise my voice. I could feel the tears starting to come.

"I know and I'm sorry. I really am. I just needed to see your face and head your voice. It's been really hard. Silver it's been three months. Three fucking months without you and my kids. Do you know how hard this has been?" Justin said walking closer to me and starting to raise his voice. I could hear the storm starting to get worse. All of a sudden a warning came up on the tv saying to stay inside. Great. Stuck with Justin. "Justin you fucking pushed me away. You! Not me! Don't you dare blame this on me? What the hell have you been doing huh!? I never got a phone call either!" I shouted while standing and getting closer to him.

"What have I been doing? Trust me babe, you don't want to know." He smirked while getting closer to me. I took a few steps back. "Stay the hell away from me. We are done." I spat. As I walked upstairs to my bedroom. When I got in my bedroom I tried to lock the door, but Justin was being a dick and wouldn't let me. God damn. I just want to fucking punch him in the face. "Justin let me lock my god damn bedroom door." I said while pushing on the door. "No can do." He laughed. That's it. I jumped away from the door and when he pushed he fell flat on his face. I stepped over him and walked downstairs.

After ten minutes Justin came down. As soon as I seen him I groaned. All of a sudden the power went out. "Great. Just fucking great." I mumbled while getting up and going to get some candles and a flashlight. After I found everything we just sat down in silence. I felt my eye lids getting heavy and before I knew it I was dreaming.

**Dream**

"Mommy mommy! We missed you. We met grandma!" I turned around and saw the kids and my mother. "My babies!" I cried. "Mommy we're okay. Grandma will take care of us until you join us," Chloe said. "Come mommy I want to show you something."

**End Of Dream**

Just as I was about to see what she wanted to show me I woke up to a loud boom. "Damn." I mumbled. Justin stirred in his sleep and then slowly opened his eyes. What time was it? "Listen Silver," Justin started. "I never signed the divorce papers because I still love you. I need you." I laughed, "You're so fucking screwed up. What the hell have you been doing Justin? Huh?!" "You really wanna know?!" He yelled. "I was fucking every damn girl I could get. You want to know something? None of them compared to you. I couldn't let go. I couldn't move on." He yelled. I stood up walked towards the door and started walking in the pouring rain.

"Silver get your ass back here! Where the hell are you going?" Justin yelled from inside the house. I ignored him and continued walking. After a few minutes he caught up with me and spun me around. "You wanna know something Justin? It's not okay for you to tell me that you love me and you need me then fuck every damn girl you can! It's not fucking fair!" I screamed. "I'm sorry okay! I know I made a mistake!" He yelled. As I was about to say something he smashed his lips onto mine. I kissed back. We made the kiss more passionate. We just stood there in the rain..kissing.

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