I've Lost It (Sequel To Kidnapped)

What now?

Silver's p.o.v.

Everybody treats me differently now that they found out I have cancer. I understand that they don't want to lose me and they don't know when it's gonna happen, but they need to give me a little air to breathe. Justin and I haven't spoken since I was in the hospital. I don't know what to think about us anymore. Are we going to try and work through all of our differences or are we just gonna give up and leave each other alone forever? Were all those years of being with him just a waste of time? So many things are going through my mind right now. I don't know what to do. Am I supposed to drop everything and try to make things work with Justin or am I supposed to just give up on that situation and move on? Is he still worth my time? So many things are running through my mind and I just can't get a grip on things. Gracelynn is growing up really fast and I don't know how to handle that either.

Justin's p.o.v.

Since I found out that Silver has cancer I have been trying to be there for her through everything. Sometimes I feel like I'm trying too hard, but I'd rather I be able to say that I tried too hard then not enough. Everybody has been around Silver a lot more lately. I mean none of us know when she's gonna ya know.., pass away, and we want to make sure that she lives her life and is happy. We just want what is best for her. She still means the absolute world to me. I mean I know that we have had a lot of ups and downs, but no matter what that girl has my heart. Nothing and nobody could ever change that. I still remember the day I took her. I mean I can't believe that I actually kidnapped her, but I did.

Funny story. It feels like just yesterday I was walking into her high school and punching that guy for harassing her and then just taking her. I still can't believe that at the beginning she hated me so much that she tried to kill herself. Like wtf. Lmao. Those are some great memories. I wish we could go back to them days. It was so much easier. We didn't have children and as much to worry about. I mean don't get me wrong I love our kids, but sometimes I feel like life would be a whole lot better without kids.

No one's p.o.v.

Everybody is on edge with the whole Silver having cancer thing. Nobody knows how to deal with it. Selena is heartbroken. She can't live without her best friend by her side helping her out with everything that she does. Everybody misses the good old days, including Silver.

They are all learning to accept that everything happens for a reason, that even though it's going to be hard that maybe this is for the best. Nobody knows what they're gonna do without Silver, she was the one that held all of them together. When they felt like they were falling apart and losing each other, Silver was the one who brought them back together. What are they gonna do without her?

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HEY GUYS! kind of a short chapter and i haven't updated in months, but i'm gonna try and continue the story so let me know what you think💘