I've Lost It (Sequel To Kidnapped)

Heartbreak

No ones POV

Heartbreak. Heartbreak is overwhelming distress. That's how Silver feels. Heartbroken. Nobody understands what she's going through. She really loved him. He meant the world to her, she would have done anything for him. He didn't care. He blew her off. He had a change of heart. Just like that.

Silver was awoken from her dream. She was feeling heartbroken. It was all a dream. None of it happened. He didn't come back. They didn't kiss in the rain, none of it. As Silver is here feeling heartbroken, Justin's out having the time of his life. He doesn't care how Silver's doing. According to him, she's the one who ruined their relationship. It's all her fault. Little did he know that deep inside he is dying. He can't stand being away from her. He knows it, but he's trying to take his mind off of her.

Justin's POV

I honestly really miss her. I screwed up big time. I always do this. Maybe I shouldn't have ever come back. Silver and the kids would be okay. God damn I ruin everything. "I'm going to shower," Ashlynn said. "You coming?" I shook my head. She nodded and walked away, a few seconds later I heard the shower. I got up and walked downstairs, I walked in the kitchen and decided that I wanted something to eat.

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You know I haven't been myself lately. I wish that me and Silver could just start over. I still remember the day I took her.😂 I can't believe that I actually kidnapped her. I was so different back then. Damn. How long ago was that? (I don't know how long ago that was so let's just say 6 years ago) 6 years ago. Damn. I was so young. All of a sudden all the memories came flooding back. It's like I was reliving mine and Silvers life together. I decided to write a song about everything.

Lately you've been busy,

Wondering if you miss me,

Why did you go against me,

I just wanna know,

How come you act so different,

Talk to me I'll listen,

All the love I'm giving don't act like you don't know,

I was out there on the road life out of control,

She became a victim to my busy schedule,

And I know that it's not fair,

That don't mean that I care,

This ones dedicated to the girl out there,

Girl you always catch me at the bad time,

She said she's leaving damn I can't believe it,

It's like my heart bleeding knowing that you don't need me.

I decided to finish the song some other time. Right now I just need time. Time to deal with all of this. I am determined to get her back. I've lost everything good in my life and I'm gonna get it back.

Silver's POV

I woke up to my alarm clock going off. Ugh! Great! Time to get up. I got up and walked into my bathroom and stripped off my clothes and jumped in the shower. It felt good to have the hot water running all over my body. I felt relaxed. As I got out of the shower I got on all my clothes and makeup and did all that shit. Afterwards I headed out to do some shopping. I mean what the hell. I'm bored as fuck and have nothing to do.

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I think I'm deleting this book. Let me know what you guys think.