I've Lost It (Sequel To Kidnapped)

Fuck You.

Silver's pov

It's been about two weeks since Justin text me and about five months since I left him. It's all so messed up ya know? I don't know how to feel about him or any of this, it all just confuses me. All this shit is just messing with my head. A part of me misses Justin like crazy, but the other part of me is telling me that if I go back it won't be any different, that he's not gonna change. I don't know what to do anymore. He's a mess as am I.

Today was a beautiful day so I'm gonna go to the beach with Demi, Naomi, Selena, Vanessa, and Annie. It's gonna be our little girls day while Chaz, Ryan, Jason, Kyle, Dixon, and Zach go have a guys day (whatever that is). When we arrived at the beach it was packed. We found an empty spot right by the ocean, we laid our beach towels out and started to take our clothes off. I noticed that as we were taking our clothes off all the guys were staring..it made me blush. I laid down on my towel and just listened to what was going on in my surroundings. After a bit I fell asleep.

20 minutes later I felt someone poking me. "Wake up." Someone said. I opened my eyes and I seen the girls, they said it was time to go. I agreed and we headed out to get some tropical smoothie (yum)

After a lot of thinking I packed a bag of enough clothes to last a week and I told the girls to do the same that we were going on a vacation. They all agreed and within the next hour we were on a plane to the Bahamas.

Skip plane ride.

Finally we arrived. "Oh my gosh it's gorgeous!" They all gushed, I just laughed because well I lived here. "I think I'm gonna go visit Justin. Why don't you guys go do something fun and I'll catch up with you guys later." I said. They agreed, except for Selena. "Silver, do you really think that's a good idea? You haven't seen him in five months. A lot of things may have changed. I just don't want to see you hurt. Please don't go." Selena begged. I hugged her and said, "I know what I'm doing. I have to do this while we're here. It's the right thing to do. I need to see how he's doing. It's the least I can do. I'll see you guys later." Before they could stop me I ran towards Justin's house. When I got to the point of where I could see the house I froze. Maybe Selena was right maybe I should just leave. No Silver, go in.

I walked in the house and I heard noises coming from what I think was our old bedroom. As I got closer the noises became more clear. "Mmmm baby, don't stop." What the fuck. I opened the door and say Justin on top of another girl. I dropped my bags and just walked back to the living room and picked up the phone. Before I could dial anything Justin hung the phone up. "Please don't. You don't understand, I thought that we were done. So I made a few mistakes. I don't want any of them. I want you. None of them compare to you. Please Silver, I love you, don't leave me again." Justin said as he started crying. It broke my heart to see him cry, but I can't undo what I just saw.

"Justin, I still love you, but I guess we aren't meant to be. You always make me feel like shit, like I'm not good enough for you. I admit that we had some really great times, but now they're gone and all we do is fight. I don't want a relationship like this. I'm sorry, but I think I'm done for good. If you want me you're somehow gonna have to change my mind and try to get me back. I'm gonna miss you. I really am, but I guess all good things come to an end. I thought we would last forever, but I realized that nothing lasts forever. You know from the beginning when you kidnapped me I hated you, I just think it's funny how I fell in love with you. Now we are back to being nothing. Just strangers with some memories. It hurts that it all has to end like this. Justin, this is goodbye." I said before I hugged him and walked out the door. Before I shut the door I heard him mumble, "I'll never give up on us." That shattered my heart.

I decided that I wasn't gonna catch up with the girls, I was gonna head towards the air port. Once I got to the air port I asked the lady what the cheapest ticket was and I bought the ticket and headed for the plane. Before I got on the plane I whispered, "I'm sorry girls, this is best."

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Authors note

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