I've Lost It (Sequel To Kidnapped)

My Old Life

Silver's pov

Everything is going great so far today. I have such an amazing family and friends. I wouldn't trade them for the world. Currently me and Justin aren't married, but we are together. I ran into Dixon yesterday and I don't know. I feel like I sorta have feelings for him again, but I can't because I'm with Justin. I love Justin. All these things are running through my mind. I don't know what's going on. I think I'm going insane.

Dixon and I have had a thing since high school, put it this way. I went back to Beverly Hills yesterday and ran into a lot of my old friends. I miss it there, I miss all of my friends. Yes I love the gang and these guys, but I've known the kids from Beverly Hills my whole life. It's time I make a decision on what I want to do, and I need to make it fast. After a long day we are finally home. I don't know where Justin is, but I put Gracelynn in her crib and I walk to my room and grab a suitcase.

This is it, I've finally decided what I'm going to do. I'm going back to Beverly Hills with Gracelynn, no Justin, just us two. I don't know who I have feelings for anymore, I mean I will always love Justin, but I don't know if I'll always be IN love with Justin. "Silver?" Oh god, Justin's home. "In the bedroom." I yell. He walks in and looks around. "Are we going somewhere?" He asks as he sits on the bed. I shake my head, "No Justin, WE aren't going somewhere," I say referring to me and him. "I've decided to move back to Beverly Hills and be with my friends, you guys have been great to me, but I mean you kidnapped me and took me from my life. I'm sorry Justin, but this is goodbye." I told him as I kissed him on the cheek and grabbed my stuff.

"Silver, don't go. Please, I love you. I've been in love with you since day one. You're my everything and I can't lose you again. I lost you once and it was the roughest time of my life. I can't live without you. You and Gracelynn are my everything. You can't just pack up and leave. Please is there anything I can do to make you stay?" Justin started crying.

This was hard, but it's what I had to do. I put all of my stuff in the car and I grabbed Gracelynn. "Justin tell everybody that I am so sorry to leave like this, but I had a life before you guys and I need to go live it. I can't stay here anymore. We can work something out about you seeing Gracelynn. I'll call you and let you know. Goodbye Justin." I said as I got in the car and drove away.

4 hours later

I'm finally back home. I can't believe it. Nothing has changed. I'm back at my old house, my friends invited me over later today. I got my life back. I mean of course I am going to miss everybody, they have all became a big part of my life, but it was time that I say goodbye. I know that they aren't going to understand and they are gonna try to get me to come back, but this time I don't think I can go back. I just need to start unpacking mine and Gracelynn's stuff.

Justin's pov

I can't believe she left. I mean I thought we had everything and she was happy. It hurts to know that I didn't make her happy. I gave her everything that I had. I don't know how I am going to explain this to everyone.

Silver's pov

It's sort of a shock for me that I actually left them. I mean they have been with me for most of my life and I just left. They stole my life from me though, this is the life I had and it's the life that I always wanted. It's good to be back. I'm getting ready to head over to Annie's.

At Annie's

"Silver!!" They all yelled as I walked in the door, and ran to hug me. They stopped once they seen Gracelynn. Naomi was the only one who knew that I had a life with Justin. Oh my god, what are the rest of them going to say? "I can't do this." I said as I ran out the door. Before I could get Gracelynn in the car Dixon stopped me. 

"Silver, what are you doing? We all missed you, we understand that you had a life, we just want to be a part of it." "Okay, but as soon as you seen Gracelynn you guys stopped like you were afraid of something. I just don't know anymore." "Silver, we were all just a little surprised that's all. We are glad that you are happy, and that you actually have a life, no offense." Dixon said. As he kept talking I realized that he's right, they all missed me and I should go back in. 

Justin's pov

Well everything is different without Silver and Gracelynn. I can't stand not seeing them everyday. Everyday without them is another day, that I can't get back. Why is all of this happening? I need them in my life, god damn, why the fuck does this always happen, it happens right when I'm happy. No more nice Justin, if I can't be happy, then fuck it, neither should anybody else. I'm gonna make sure that I make everyone's life a living hell...including Silvers. 

"Aye, Justin. Where you at?" I heard Ryan yell. "Up stairs." I replied and seconds later Ryan was in my bedroom. "What the fuck do you want?" I spat. "Woah man, calm down no need to be an ass." He said. "Just get the fuck out, I don't care what you have to say."

No one's pov

A lot of things are changing and already have changed now that Silver has left. Justin has became a complete ass and just feels the need to take away everyone else's happiness, while Silver is back in Beverly Hills, having the time of her life. Nobody knows what to do with Justin anymore. Everyone has tried to call Silver, but she doesn't answer. Justin is plotting revenge on Silver for leaving him alone. I guess neither of them know what is coming at them. All that anybody else can do, is pray and hope that they both end up okay.