We'll Get Through This Together an Ezria story

We'll get through this together, I promise

Aria's POV
"Ezra." I said.
He let out a sigh of relief and rushed over to me.
"Thank god your okay. What happened?" He asked, hugging me. I could see the fear leave his eyes and a sense of relief come over him.

"Well..." I started but was interrupted by Spencer,Hanna, Emily, and Alison at the door.

"What happened was she was stubborn, risking her unborn baby's life trying to protect us." Hanna said loudly and immeadiatley covered her mouth after she realized what she said.

Ezra looked between me and the girls a look of shock, and confusion on his face.
"Aria?" He asked looking at me. "Is that true?"

"Guys let's give them some time, they have a lot to talk about." Emily said, walking away with Alison.
"Sorry, it just came out." Hanna apologized as Spencer pulled her away from the door.
"Come on Han, you've said enough." Spencer said before giving me a sympathetic look, and walking towards the waiting room.

The room was a silent for a moment, Ezra still looking at me completley confused, and shocked.

"It's true." I said quietly, barely hearing myself.
"Did you know about it before this happened?" Ezra asked.
I slowly nodded my head. "Yes." I whispered.
"How long ?" He asked grabbing my hand and sitting at the edge of my bed.
"I had a suspicion the day you left. I kept trying to tell myself that I wasn't, but I took a test just in case and it was positive..." I explained but was interrupted before I could finish.
"Is that what was wrong when I called you?"
"I wanted to tell you but I didn't know how, and I figured you deserved to find out in person instead of over a phone." I said.

I could see the tears start to well up in his eyes threatening to fall. And I could tell he was conflicted between understating, and being mad at me for not telling him.

"Are you mad?" I asked, scared of the answer.
He sighed and shook his head before speaking.
"Not mad, just surprised."
I nodded.
"You know you could have told me." He said.
"I know, and I wanted too I really did I just didn't know how." I said. "I also wasn't sure if you would be happy about it?" I whispered.
"Aria! Of course I would have been happy. Your the one that I want to marry and have kids with." He told me.

He wrapped his arms around me, and we sat in a comfortable silence until I broke it.
"I killed our baby." I said letting the sob break through and letting the tears flow freely.
"It's all my fault." I cried.

Ezra just pulled me closer and wiped my tears with his thumb. I could tell he was trying to stay strong for me.
"How could you not hate me? I killed our baby." I said bursting into tears once again.
"Aria look at me." He told me cupping my cheek and lifting my head up to look him in the eye.
"First I could never ever hate you I love you too much. And second this is in no way your fault. You were being your kind selfless self and protecting your friends. There was no knowing that this would happen." He told me honestly.
"But it..." I started but was interrupted.
"Don't I know what your going to say. It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself for something that's not your fault."
I burst into even more tears and Ezra just held me not saying a word for a little bit.
"Hey, we'll get through this together, I promise." He said.
I nodded and looked at him.
"I love you." I said honestly.
"I love you to so so much."

One part of me knew Ezra was right about this not being my fault. But the the other part of me couldn't stop blaming myself for killing mine and Ezra's first ever child.

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Love you guys,
Julie