♢ j i s o o ♢
I didn't want any of the rest of them to notice how anxious I am. I never really told them but I feel like the least talented here... Sometimes I feel like Rose beats me at vocals, Lisa is amazing at dancing, Jennie can sing, dance, AND rap. But me? I'm pretty sure a lot of people will prefer Rose's vocals. I can't rap like Lisa or Jennie. And my dancing skills certainly need improvement. I'm as stiff as a rock sometimes. I try to hide my lack of self confidence with humour sometimes, but recently it's been getting to me. God Jisoo... you had so much time to mentally prepare yourself and now you're like this??
I hope people don't bash me for being useless and just being here for my visuals... I'm not saying I'm pretty though. I feel like Jennie should be the visual.
I wish I could self talk myself into believing: Jisoo! You are a YG trainee. You're gonna be a part of the next most popular girl group. People have been hyping our debut so much!! You will surely get people's attention. Now shut up and look at yourself, and say "I'm KIM Jisoo, Blackpink vocalist and visual."
But sadly, I have a hard time believing that.
A/N: I DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING I SAID HERE OKAY JISOO IS MY BIAS AND SHE IS MY FUCKING QUEEN AND CAN STEP ON ME ANY TIME SHE WANTS
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