Everyday people got more and more mean. I hate my self now, I don't know what to do. I talked to Norman, I wouldn't tell him who was being mean because he wants to beat them up. I'm so glad I have Norman, it's like the only good thing right now. I don't play soccer at lunch anymore because everyone makes fun of me. I sit with Norman, he makes me feel a little better. Then I go talk to Haley, she said that's it's okay. But, it wasn't. I knew it wasn't. I didn't tell her, I just left it at that. It sucks feeling like this, I don't even know what it is. I'm never happy anymore. I can't stop thinking about Cami, or any of the jerks at my school. Haley isn't really there for me, just Norman. He's the only one I can really trust. But then it hit me like a bus. I'm always sad, I put on a fake smile, I don't have energy, I put on a fake act, what is it? Depression. I'm depressed. It is so weird how just 3 months ago I was one of the happiest girls on the planet, and now I don't remember what happiness feels like. Haley says she's depressed too but she really isn't. I ask her how I can't feel better, how I can feel happiness again. I wanted the pain to end, so after school she faced timed me and showed me what to do. So, I tried it.
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Middle School Broke Me
Non-FictionA true story about how Erin survived middle school. She got bullied, then her boyfriend dumped her and became a bully him self. She fell into depression, committed suicide, and survived. She survived physically, but did she emotionally?
