Beauty and the Brute.[COMPLETED]

Chapter 6

Listen to :    The One I Love by David Grey

Ronin.
I dropped the painter's brush and turned the image I had painted towards Renee. I smiled at her. I actually smiled. The lady in the picture is the reason behind my smile. "There you go" I removed the apron that protects my outfit from the paint stain, but I still had a few colors on my hand. "Its a pretty lady" she raised a brow. Renee is my therapist. The one Matilda forced me to see but I am now warming up to. "She is the most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on, and I am going to marry her" I took a sit on the sofa where I usually lie on. "Okay? Tell me about her" she crossed her legs and sat up "I just met her two days ago when I traveled down to Newham. Its an arranged married, Mafia business, but I have to say, she is amazing. She was the one who opened the door for me, she was barefooted and she had a huge smile on her face. She has curly brunette hair, and cute large eyes. She is small, but she has a nice round ass and the greatest pair of boobs I have ever seen. When my eyes met hers, it was like nothing I have ever felt before, I felt like my stone cold heart started beating again, you know. She is very soft spoken, and gentle, and tender, easygoing and innocent, I could tell. Even when she found out she was getting married to me, and she got angry, it was still cute. She is like a puppy, or a bunny, everything she does is cute, she is like a fountain of cuteness. And her skin, oh her skin is flawless. Ever since, I couldn't stop thinking about her. And when I think about her, I can't help but smile like the sun. I just wanna take her, and shield her from the world. I don't want her to ever get hurt. That smile I saw on her beautiful heart shaped face, I want to keep on forever. I want to eliminate anything that disturb her and obliviate anything that makes her sad or cause her to cry. She is an angel, a cheerful one considering what I have heard from Hammer, and I would like to keep her like that" "So it was love at first sight?!" Renee stated "No, I don't know what the feeling is but its definitely not love, love never ends well" I said. "So you say Ronin. Why did you agree to that marriage?!" "Hammer said he is afraid the Contreras bloodline would end on me, and he didn't want that" I replied her, assuming a lying down position and looking directly at the ceiling, watching the blades of the fan move "And that is the only reason" she asked. It was obvious there was something she was fishing for, if I was so terrible at psychology I wouldn't be where I am today. "What do you want me to say? What do you have in mind?" I drifted my gaze to her "You have always avoided marriage for the obvious reasons, and now all of a sudden, you are getting married, is it because, you" she leaned in, narrowing her eyes "want what your parents had? You have always been afraid of your past, but is it because somewhere in your heart, you know that there is true happiness, that you can be truly happy, and you think you can find that happiness with the pretty girl in the painting" she pointed to the image and I took a glance at the girl. "No. There is no happiness, and that is not the motive behind me agreeing to that marriage. Love is only weakness, nothing more. My father gave his heart to my mom, and he ended up dead, they both ended up dead" I sat up "And that was not because of love" she stated calmly "Yes it was" I argued "you need to let go of the demons from your past Ronin" "Its not that easy. It hunts me. I don't sleep, I close my eyes and I remember everything, every detail, do you know how hard it is with a photographic memory?" "And you got justice" her voice filled with concern "But it didn't make a difference. I thought it would. I am glad I honored their memory but it is just as difficult as the first day." I paced the room. "And that is why I can't love her. And I have to make her hate me. I want her love, I want he submission, but I can't eat my cake and have it." I stopped in front of her. "Ronin, this makes no-" "Sense?! To you it doesn't, but to me it does. I would see you later Renee" I said and walked out of her office.

On getting home, I greeted Matilda, and walked into Mia's supposed room. I had the door painted red to keep people off. The room was supposed to be my baby sister's room. We agreed to name her Mia, only for her to died alongside my mom, while she was still in her womb.

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A/N:
There you have it people. I just wanted to write that POV to spice things up. A little bit of Ronin. More would show up to explain things. He never wants to see her hurt, but he was the number one person who hurts her.

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