Beauty and the Brute.[COMPLETED]

Chapter 11

Chapter 11
I knocked on Jorge's door. It took a while but he finally opened up. He looked like I pulled him out of a sleep session. "Anna, you're early" he said. I wanted to reply him but all I did was burst into tears. He pulled me into the apartment for a warm embrace "Honey," he rubbed my back "you are gonna be okay, okay?!". I nodded against his chest. "Come on, lemme show you your room, you can take a bath and rest" "Thank you Jorge, I can't tell you how much I appreciate this." I told him. I knew it was only a matter of time before Ronin comes knocking on his door. It hurt, it really hurt, leaving him, I have fallen deeply for him, but he doesn't love me, I would just have to move on, IF he lets me. I couldn't sleep all night. I just wanted one person to touch me, hold me in his hands, tell me it will be alright.

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I overheard Jorge and his girlfriend discussing me while they were getting ready for their date. "He has been sick, cancer, no one noticed, he hid it well, I think he didn't want Anna worried, especially with her being newly wedded and stuff." "I feel for her, she seems to really love her husband, she has been crying since I arrived" "she refuses to tell me what went down between them, she just made me promise not to say a thing to anyone, except you apparently, she was worried considering the fact that you didn't like her at first" "its not like that, I was jealous okay, I mean look at her, she is really pretty and she looks like one of those girls who can't hurt a fly, and that wild hair, its so full and I know how much you like a full hair and the perks that comes with it in bed, I didn't know she was married and I was afraid she might take you from me" "Anna is not the kind to steal another girls boyfriend, you are right, she can't hurt a fly, talk less of an human being with feelings" "I better apologize to her, but only after our date, we are gonna be late for our reservation" she said "i'll go tell her we are leaving....and there she is" Jorge said as I walked into the living room. I couldn't have made it back to my room in time and he would have caught me eavesdropping. I didn't mean to, I was just on my way to the living room and didn't plan to interrupt their conversation "We are leaving now, take care of yourself okay?" he said rubbing my arm. I nodded and he kissed my forehead "Enjoy yourselves" I said as I walked them to the door and locked it behind me. I went back into my room and had a bath. I wore one of Ronin's shirt that I took, more or less stole. A round neck long sleeve dark blue t-shirt. I wore nothing underneath, I was too lazy and didn't feel like doing anything. Even though its been a week, it still feels like it happened only seconds ago. I pulled the covers over myself and closed my eyes, waiting to fall asleep any moment.

I felt the bed sink, bringing it to my attention that I wasn't alone. I jerked up and was about to scream but a large hand came over my mouth. My heart skipped several beats and I was scared, I didn't know who it was who had me, but the touch was familiar, the intruder smelled like Ronin, but considering the fact that I was wearing one of his shirts, I couldn't really tell. The next hand that came around me held a knife and I tried to free myself but he held me in a tight grip, pulling me off the bed to a standing position. "Shhhhh! Calm down novio its me" I heard that thick masculine voice, it was Ronin. What was he trying to do, give me an heart attack?! "How the hell did you get in" I asked when he lifted his hand off my mouth "I picked the locks" he replied letting go of me completely and I turned to face him he wore a grey shirt that clung to his body, especially his bulging arm muscles "Why in Gods name are you holding a knife, you wanna kill...?!" he didn't let me finish the sentence before he broke in "I would never in this world or the next hurt you Angel" "Why are you here Ronin" I asked, I definitely knew why he was there but I just decided to play dumb "I knew it, I knew you took my cloths" he said as his eyes raked over me and he licked his lips, I folded my arms against my chest "don't do that, it only pushes you boobs higher, not that I am complaining" he smiled "Go away Ronin, I don't want you here" I said and he pulled me against his chest. "I miss you novio" he whispered in my ear "I can't sleep, I need you" I was starting to fall for his words then I remembered they are lies, all lies, I am just a burden. "Ronin, don't " I tried to push out of his arms but it was to no avail. "I know you are not wearing anything under this" he rand his hand over the cloth I was wearing without touching my skin which made me jealous of the shirt and crave his touch "and that fact is such a huge turn on. I want to feel you writhing beneath me again Angel. I want you to claw at my back like you did the first time" his hands ran up my thigh and slowly pushed his shirt up. I blushed as memories of what he said on the night of our wedding came back. "Stop, I don't want-" his lips met mind and he lifted me off the ground.