Between shades of gray

One//NOTE

Dear nobody;

Maybe it was the fact that he was famous.
That he let all the fame to his head and it clouded his mind to the point where I was nonexistent, unimportant and a waste of time.
Maybe it wasn't, it could've been pure luck that she stole his heart but it wasn't pure luck that he was with her for so long...

I loved him with everything I had, my heart, my soul, everything but obviously sometimes someones everything isn't enough for another.
Possibly my everything was almost nothing in his eyes, did he not notice the little good morning notes I left him? - no he definitely did because I would always find them in his waste paper basket. Possibly he didn't think my cooking was good enough? - no he always ate it and never complained. Maybe I wasn't good enough in bed? - no I was definitely good enough for he always wanted more. Maybe it was just the fact that he had fallen out of love and I was left behind like his feelings.

Signed; Daisy 20/2/20