Between shades of gray

Two

Daisy  (4/7/18)
(Media is what she looks like)

I repetitively banged my head on my hardwood desk, the soft tunes of some random spodify playlist playing through my speakers and the late afternoon sunshine was shimmering across my room. The day had been boring, none of my friends had contacted me all day and I didn't feel like playing any games for once. I didn't have the brains to go out and have fun and I didn't have the guts to visit my brother Josh which was honestly so stupid, hence why I now am hitting my head on my desk and wallowing in regret.

Welcome to my life, filled with youtube, gaming and pretty much any social media you can think of (except tinder ofc). I, Daisy Emerald Larkin am a 21 year old girl who is sister to Josh aka Theburntchip. I live alone in my own small apartment which gets terribly boring and I myself am a singer/songwriter.
I prefer to write songs instead of sing because English was always one of my favourite subjects and writing things came easily to me so naturally, songwriting was a piece of cake.
My life was and is boring. Yes it is fun and filled with adventure but still boring at the same time. Traveling is always going to be one of my favourite things to do and recently my best friend and fellow songwriter/singer Sarah Close and myself have been traveling around a lot, we've had lots of fun and heaps of photos were taken which is also one of my passions. Josh doesn't travel as much so for a while I was tied down, not particularly wanting to leave the country without my brother but nowadays I can't wait to get away and explore the vast world.

I checked my watch, 7:45pm it read and I groaned yet again. I still had to make dinner and edit my latest video that I coincidentally recorded today, I stood up from my gaming chair and stretched. Letting out an unattractive sound that resembled a dying whale as some of my joints popped, I ran a hand through my long messy hair before heading down the hallway to my kitchen, thankfully I was one of those people who always had to have food in their cupboards so I would never go hungry. It was quite smart on my behalf because some people I know hardly ever have food and always buy takeout which isn't the healthiest of options. I whipped out my favourite cooking book and flicked through the pages until I found a good enough recipe that wouldn't take to long to make for I was rather hungry and impatient as fuck.

After around 20 minutes I had easy Mac n' cheese and scrambled eggs with avocado toast plated up on my bench, I added some salt and pepper to all the food before grabbing myself a can of Dr. Pepper and sitting down on one of the barstools that lined the island. I ate in silence, milling over random thoughts that crossed my mind and scrolling through twitter every so often as I munched on my dinner, my phone suddenly dinged with a text from Sarah which scared me so much that I dropped my fork.
Cursing I picked up the utensil from the floor and opened her text message;
From: Saz 💋
Hey girlie, wanna come to a party that Cal is throwing tomorrow night? You can finally meet more people!
Plus i miss you boo xx

I laughed at her comment of me being lonely and quickly replied with a yes, I wasn't much of a party animal but I did enjoy being with people and meeting others. Sometimes my mother used to call me a social butterfly because at school I would roam around everyones different friend groups and be friends with absolutely everyone!

I washed my dishes before heading back to my room to start editing, thankfully with the singing videos I posted there wasn't to much editing to be done because jump cuts ect were unnecessary.
By the time I finished it was around 10pm, I switched my monitors off before changing into a hoodie and some shorts. I brushed my teeth and washed my face before slipping into my comfortable bed, I put my phone on charge before lying on my back and starring at the ceiling for a while before sleep took over my body.