Piece by Piece

12. Promises

I was shocked by Kyles words but I was stuck on the fact that Jamie liked me to I've never been so excited by news like this mainly because I've never got any I cant wait to talk to Jamie Kye made me promise I would talk to him TONIGHT the four of us just arrived home after  dropping Lydia off at Pictures to get her car and we switched vehicles as well Toby told us he was going to shower and hang out in his room because he was tired Kye followed behind him saying he's gonna play the game he winked has he left the room leaving Jamie and I in silence I go into the kitchen and hear footsteps behind me "Jamieson why did you kiss me"--"what"--you heard me we never talked about that kiss I just wanna know why you did it"--same reason you kissed me back I guess" I forgot I kissed him since I wasn't responding to his kiss he pulled away but i pushed my lips back to his "well do you know my reason"--no Emily I don't but since your boyfriend is in the other room I would rather not discuss it" jealousy that was jealousy "well i do so your just gonna have to deal with it I'm tired of men just walking away from turning their back to me without a second thought"--"DONT EVER COMPARE ME TO JACK STONE DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME"  I've never seen Jamie mad before except maybe with Valerie that day but even that didn't not compared to this "yes but can we please about that kiss"=="why Emily your withKyle just forget it happened" tears wanted to make their way down my check because of his words but I blinked them back "i ant it was my first kiss i just want to know if it meant anything to you or if it was because i was there type thing"--"no it was not because you were there but it doesn't matter the reason behind it because you are with my best friend and you two are good for each other" i could tell it pained him to say that so i decided to put him out of his misery

  Jamieson pov

I hated saying those words yeah they were true  but Emily and I were better together I just knew it "look Jamie listen kyle and I broke up at your event after his performance we talked and he sees me as a little sister while I see him an older brother and I have never kissed the way we have when kyle and I went out together I wanted it to be you I was on a date with because i knew it would give me a different feeling I never felt a pull towards a guy before until you no guy has ever showed any interest in me until that kiss then Kyle asking me out I don't even know why  said all that I guess I'm just looking for someone I can talk to love me someone  you can hold me I'm looking for somebody I can trust looking for the only one I can give my all to I only wanna do the whole loving in love thing once and heart broken thing not at all is that you"--I want it to be" I said after a few seconds of letting her words sink in "really" she questioned "yes Emm you are sweet kind beautiful you have been through so much your strong and can stand on your own two feet your wonder women in Toby's eyes and mine to if I'm being honest Jack doesn't deserve you and I'm glad I got to see you stand up to him your making me ramble but I guess what I'm trying to say is I would be the lucky to be that person in your life" before during my rant I didn't notice how close she had gotten to me but once the last word left my lips I felt hers on mine for a second time and it was everything with that kiss I knew no matter what obstacles we faced we would spend a great deal of our lives together in love and making each other happy