Dear Cal
Wow now that I think of it. I really really hated you. I was so mean, I was really really mean. And I didn't didn't even know it. Yes cal.
I love/hate you. Or loved/hated you. It's not because you were a douche. But because you were stupid enough to stay with me. I was the wrong one. I was the toxic side of the relationship. I was the bad girlfriend. I'm sorry. I fought for your dreams, something that could just happen on its own. I could just let the course of nature and time do its thing. But I pushed it. Because I thought I was doing it for the one I love. But it ended for my selfish need to feel like I have helped in something. I'm sorry.
-s
