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TWENTY TWO | MIND

Bex why would you cheat. Rude :,(

Like I can't even, so much shit is hitting the fan and there is so much more to hit :(

Should I update just once a day or just as I feel? I want to update as I feel, like twice a day but then the book will be finished twice as fast and I feel like if I give more time to develop, I can get more readers.

This chapter will be slightly short, but only because after this I really want to start compiling a lot of stuff in one chapter, to get more story if you know what I mean

Feels. That is all.

Youth by Daughter

CHRIS

It was just the two of us in the room by now, because the woman I had seen had thrown on her clothed and left quickly, hopefully never to return. No doubts that she will be headline news soon.

"How— how could you?" Was all I managed to say to Bex, who was standing there, face saddened as if she had seen someone she loved die. Even though, she technically was. She just killed me.

"Tell me why," I demanded, now crying loud, and hard. I've never been in love before Bex, so it really does hurt when they do this to you. I now understand the pain of it all.

"It just happened. I was depressed. You left me," she finally told me, but I wasn't buying that shit off the shelf. I found myself bringing my hand up to her face, hitting her sharply. Her head jerked to the left upon impact, shock posted all over her facial expression. Her entire cheek was bright red.

She was completely shocked, probably still in pain. I was proud of myself. I hit her hard. She brought her hand up slowly, rubbing the area that I slapped her.

"I deserved that," she mumbled lowly. Her hair was in her face, covering her sad eyes. I still love you, but my heart is so broken, I thought. Betrayal. That was the only thing I felt other than pure sadness, and feeling dead inside.

"Chris—" Bex tried, but I didn't even want to hear her try to tell me 'oh, it's not what it looks like!' Because it was exactly what it looked like. "Don't even," I interrupted her harshly, and she looked up at me, her hair still hiding her eyes.

Her eyes read pure sadness. "I loved you!" I yelled out finally, letting out every sob I held in. I broke into a fit of sobs, holding my body up, as it began to weaken as my emotions did.

"Goodbye, Bex," I said, emotionless. She tried to stop me, but I refused to listen. "Please forgive me," she pleaded as I attempted to walk away, and it seemed as if she had gotten tired of me ignoring her, so she forcefully grabbed my arm and yanked me back into the room, holding me tightly against her. "Please."

I tried to break free of her grasp, and she became angry. She threw me to the other side of the room, slamming the door shut. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" I screamed, afraid that she would hurt me. Why not, I made her what she is.

She didn't respond to me, instead she just began crying. She began to sob like I would, and I don't think I'd ever seen her cry so hard in the time I've known her. "You! I did this Because I love you!" She sobbed, and by no we were both screaming at the same tone, and the same level. Both of us in tears.

I was calmed down, but Bex continued to stand there and sob uncontrollably, and extremely loud. She was breaking down, just like me. "Bex—" I began, but I stopped myself by biting down on my tongue to stop a sob from escaping my lips, I didn't want to cry anymore.

"You're all I want. You're all I have!" she cried, and I was slowly giving up. I loved her too damn much to ever give her up. She was my everything. She may have been messed up, but she was there. Even when she wasn't, she was there. She was the only thing that kept me from going out of my mind, but now with Allison dead I don't have a choice. I want to lose my mind.

"I want to lose my mind with you," I admitted, rushing into her grasp. I wrapped my arms around her body, holding her like I never would again. I missed these hugs, back when everything was okay. "I love you, I'm so sorry," she whispered in my ear.

We stood there for what seemed like forever, because I didn't want to lose her, or let go of her ever. If I was going to lose my mind, it was going to be with her.

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FUCKING SHORT BUT FUCKING EFFECTIVE GUYS HOLY SHIT

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OH GOD that just hit me in my feels. Ouch.