Chapter 13: Heartbreak

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     I wake up to the sound of someone crying loudly. " It's ok Dan it will be alright," 

     " I can't live without her!" Dan sobs. I get up and look into the hall. They must be in Phil's room. The doors closed. I can hear them crystal clear.  

      "Shhhh," Phil whispers. 

      " Have your heart broken into millions of pieces and see if you can be quiet!" Dan snaps, crying even louder than before. It becomes muffled, most likely because Dan's hugging Phil. This isn't my place to listen to this. I silently step to the door. 

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     1:23 A.M.

    I just stare at the ceiling and sigh. Why can't I sleep? I saved one of my best friends from a world of hurt. I should be happy! I'm not. Guilt sticks to me like fleece in the wintertime. I ruined a wedding. Dan's wedding. He looked so happy before I opened my mouth. I sigh and roll over onto my stomach. I was just jealous! I stormed in and let the emotion block out  any other solutions.  

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            " I love you," He smiles at me.

            " I love you too," I nestle myself in his chest.

            ~~~~~END~~~~

    I'm falling in and out of reality.  I need to go to sleep. 

       2: 53 AM 

     " MOTHERF#CKER." I sigh loudly and resume my staring contest with the ceiling. Iget up and begin to pace.

      What if I hadn't found my phone?

       Turn.

      Would I feel this shitty?   

       Turn,

       Will Dan ever be the same?

       Turn. 

       Will I ever get f#cking  sleep?

        Turn.

       No. 

       ~~ 4:56 A.M ~~~

      Knock . Knock. Knock. I pause my pacing and walk over to the door. I open it. " Hello?"

      " Hi?' Phil looks at me like I have a spider on me.

      " What?" I ask, him.

      " You look like shit." He giggles.

       " Thanks." I roll my eyes." I got a total of 10 minutes of sleep. You don't look so hot either." 

        " That's because I slept on the couch." He laughs a bit. 

        " I though Dan was sleeping on the couch. Oh, I see." I wink at Phil, making his turn a deep shade of red.

       " God," he walks in and sits on the floor. " I came to talk."

       " About?" I ask sitting across from him. 

       " My Mum and Dad are going on holiday." He explains. " I have to go back to Manchester to watch the house. It's only for a week."

       " Yeah, and?" I giggle.

       " I need you to watch Dan." He whispers. " Make sure he doesn't get arrested or something."

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