Chapter 32~ Baby please....

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(Still) Raegan's POV;

I run in and see him. I hear his screams. I see more doctors as I enter. I go and lay down on the floor and grab his hand. I pull his body closer to mine. "Shhhh babe it's okay I've got you" He starts trembling. I keep quietly shushing him while playing with his hair. He's still not in good shape and it's noticeable. He starts to breathe but longer breaks in between each breath. "Doctor, his breathing is slowing down" I say and I start to cry again. I can't do this. I notice my arm was right in front of him. Shit. DAMNIT! I'm such an idiot! I hope he didn't see that. They come over and pick him up. They place him on the bed and hook him up to a machine. I stay on the floor with my head between my knees crying. "Raegan, I know this hurts but we have to run some test, could you please exit?" I nod my head yes as I exit and close the door. I walk back out to where everyone was. "They're running tests, his breathing got slow" I say in a small voice. I feel people hug me. I'm not quite sure who it is but I grab back on. I broke down in their arms. "Is he gonna make it?" I try to quietly whisper to my self. "Hell yeah..." the voice says determined, It's Kale. I kept crying. I just wanted Justin to be better. I can't stand to see him like this. "Could we talk to Raegan for a moment please?" a doctor asks. "Yes" I say walking over slowly. "Justin is not doing well, he is in very bad condition. We are so sorry, but unfortunately he might not make it" my heart tore apart. It's not possible. No. It wasn't going to end. Not like this. "I don't care if he can hear me or see me can I please go back to his room" I ask. She nods her head. I run down the hall wiping my tears as I go. I step in and doctors are surrounding him. They look at me then at each other and exit. I walk over the the bed. I pull up a chair. I grab his hand and intertwine our fingers. "Hey baby? You probably can't see or hear me right now but it's Raegan. I love you so much, I know you can push through. You are so much stronger. I love you Justin" I say with tears escaping my eyes. I lay my head back still crying. I don't know anymore. I feel his hand slightly move. I gasp to his touch back. I look at him. His eyes start to open. "Justin" I cry even more. His eyes close back again. My heart sinks. Why. Why couldn't that be me. "Hello?" I hear a whisper. Justin's eyes still closed. "J-J-Justin?". "Raegan" I let out a breath in relief. I wipe some tears away and kiss his head. Doctors start rushing in at the sound of his voice. I'm being pushed out "I love you" I say before I am completely pushed out of the room. I stand outside the room in the hallway, I wasn't leaving. I needed to stay close.

Justin's POV;

I feel a warm hand at my touch. I gently grasp back. I try to open my eyes to see who it is, but my eyes are too heavy. I can't do it. I hear my name. It sounds like...Raegan? "Raegan?" I ask. He kisses my head. It's him. I'm so glad he's here. I don't know what's going on because I can't open my eyes but I hear a lot of moving around and I hear Raegan's last words "I love you". "I love you too Raegan" I say quietly. And back again, I'm hooked up to machines. I start to feel dizzy again. I need him. Why do they keep taking him away. "Raegan" I call out. Then everything goes dark again....

Whoops, another cliffhanger, sorry but i'm not really sorry 😂 anyways i'll update again soon. Love y'all xxx

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