Mad World

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"...I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad..."
2/21/2017
I gave myself a clean break
From most of my past,
And everything that kept holding me back.

I've tried this before,
I've put my foot down and demanded to be listened to;
But nobody listened,
So I backed down.

But this time,
I demand nothing,
And I get what I want.

I began to feel unwanted in my friend group, once again.
So this time, instead of fighting, I just completely let go.
And now I know who my true friends are.
They're the ones that are still there, even when I completely shut everyone out.
They're the ones that are a constant, in this dynamic and forever changing world.
Ive always said I liked change, but I think I'm starting to like consistency more.

Maybe this only makes sense to me, which is entirely understandable,
But I like to think that my words somehow mean something to someone else.
Maybe this is just rambling, on and on about nothing.
I'm not sure anymore...

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