Poetry Can Show Your Darkest Secrets

I wrote this for you...

You hurt me without even noticing,

and you forget how much I care.

The littlest thing,

makes it hurt to breathe air.

I try my hardest to keep on a smile,

but you hurt me again as if it's okay.

I hate you for it and it makes me sad,

but i never want to lose you and i want you to stay.

You think is fine,

as i lay there dying.

On the outside I'm okay,

but on the inside I'm crying.

It begins to build,

and you just add on.

My heart can't take it,

and things go wrong.

I start to cry,

and hope for best.

but i soon miss you,

and i feel a pain in my chest.

I started to feel like it was okay,

To be sad.

Then all you would do,

Is get really mad.

You'd ask me not to cry,

and say it will be alright.

You say be brave,

and i try with all of my might.

But i remember the past,

the things that have happened to me.

and i realize again,

It was never meant to be.

I'm never going to be happy,

or at least not for long.

That's why i wrote this poem,

and not a stupid love song...