Poetry Can Show Your Darkest Secrets

Blame

everyone gets blamed for something that they didn't do at least once in their life,
it's just how life works.
it could be as simple as accidentally breaking a vase,
to as harsh as ruining someone's life.
sometimes the two are the same,
but with life you never know until you accept the blame.
personally i get blamed for a lot of things,
many people throughout my 14 years of living have told me that i have ruined their life.
And as a 14 year old that's hard to understand,
but i'm no ordinary teen.
My age may be young but my mind is wiser than most adults,
i've seen things and i've been through things that people in their college years haven't even experienced.
Sure that's a peculiar thing to relate to but it's true,
people with so called normal lives haven't seen what i have.
i've been broken, fixed, broken, fixed, and broken again and the cycle just keeps repeating itself.
and when i get broken who gets blamed?
me.
and who fixes me?
me again.
and then when i'm broken yet again who gets blamed then?
oh wait that's me too.
but what happens if i were to try and stand up for myself?
oh yea i get blamed for somehow commenting the crime of being independent?
cause that makes sense.
but i could always just cry to let everything out right?
wrong again cause apparently that's another crime.
so when i resort to hurting myself instead of standing up to others it's not as bad right?
as if! apparently hurting yourself is wrong but you can't hurt others either.
i guess i'm gonna get blamed for that one too right?
now you're going on the right track.
if you haven't caught on yet let me fill you in the short way,
i ruin everything.
literally everything and i can't say sorry and i can't not say sorry, i can't cry and i can't hurt myself cause i'll get in trouble for that too, i can't get upset with others but being upset with myself at times is okay, i get blamed for everything but so do a lot of people...
i'm just one of the people who it happens to more often.