Talking to the Moon

Trying to Deal

Once Sam and Dean have fallen asleep, I sneak outside. I walk a little way towards the woods, but don't actually go in them. Pilgrims used to say the devil lived in the woods, so there ain't no way I'm going in there at night. We've fought him before and it was not fun.
Also, the woods just scare me in the night because it gets so dark in the thick brush.  During the day however, I love the woods.

I spray paint a devil's trap on the ground and begin the spell for summoning someone. Within 10 seconds, Crowley is standing in the devil's trap, stuck.

"Hello love, how are things working out between you and Moose?"

I narrow my eyes at him. "I want my daughter back Crowley!"

"Well, we all want things we can't have," he says, picking at his fingernails.

"Why did you take me in the first place?"

"I didn't mean for you to be kidnapped. I took you and your daughter to return you to earth. I had a demon tracking Sam, and I knew I had to return him to you before he fully moved on. Anyway, since we had to make a pit stop in Hell on he way back, you ended up being kidnapped by a rogue demon. I took your daughter under my wing and have been taking care of her ever since."

"I want her back!" I say angrily.

"There's one thing you could do for me in exchange for your daughter," he says.

"What is it?"

"Be my Queen," he whispers in my ear.

"I thought you said you had to return me to Sam before he moved on. And I need proof Mary's alive. I'm not making any deals until then."

He sighs and snaps his fingers. A bassinet appears next to him. He reaches in and pulls out a baby girl. "Here she is, hold her, but if you run away, I will have demons track you down, kill and torture you both." I hold her for a little bit, and I just know that she's mine. "Alright, now hand her back."

"Alright, I'll do it." I have nothing left. Mary is gone, Cas is gone, Sam is gone, but not physically. All I have is Dean, and yeah he's practically my brother, but sometimes he's not enough.

"Wow, not much negotiating. Now, I need a new nickname for you since I can't call you Mrs. Moose anymore. I'll think about it. But you know how to seal the deal," he says, and I make a disgusted face.

I step towards him and am about to lean in, when a strong pair of hands grab my arms and pull me back.  "What the hell do you think you're doing Y/N?"

"Dean let me go, he has Mary!"

"No Y/N, it's Crowley, he's just tying to trick you."

"Oh, I'm not tricking her right now, I actually do have the little devil in Hell," Crowley says.

"And why should we trust you?" Dean says.

"Good God no, never trust anyone.  This is simply an asset in deal we can negotiate.  All she has to do is become Queen of Hell."

"Get out of here Crowley," Dean says.

"Love to," he says and disappears.

Dean hugs me and I bury my head in his chest and sob.  He slowly rocks back and forth while rubbing my back.  "It's gonna be ok, you have me.  Give Sammy some time and he'll come back to you. You're not alone," he says.

"Dean, what's going on?" Sam sleepily asks from the doorway.

"I caught Y/N here trying to make a deal with Crowley, be his queen to be with Mary again," he replies.

"Y/N, seriously? We can find a different way."

"What's it to you?" I ask.

"I still care about you! I may not be with you anymore but that doesn't mean I want you gone or anything. And Mary is my daughter too."

"Let's just, go back to bed," I say walking back into the cabin.

I wait for them to go back to their rooms, and I sit in a chair next to the window. I stare up at the moon, like I did every night before I went to sleep in Purgatory. It comforts me, makes me feel like I'm not alone.

A single tear falls down my cheek as I'm wishing that I would've stayed with Cas and Dean in Purgatory, because it was simpler. I wonder if Crowley was actually trying to return me to Sam. He has done nice stuff before for us, so I'm not sure. 

I see a flash of something out near the woods.  It looked like...Castiel's trench coat ?  But that's impossible.  Dean said he didn't make it out of Purgatory.  I'm probably just crazy and imagining things, or so lonely that I'm wishing to see certain people or things.  As I'm thinking, I fall asleep in the chair.

I wake up because Sam is shaking my shoulder.  "Hey, did you sleep out here?"

"Yeah, I guess I fell asleep just thinking."  I stretch and sit up.  "Ok, sore neck."

"Well Dean said we're going to town to do some shopping, so get ready," he says and I obey.

We go to a farmer's market for some fresh produce because Sam loves it.  I love some of it, mostly just fruits, but Dean hates it.  He claims he's a warrior and can't eat the rabbit food.

We finish and head back to the cabin. On the way, I think I see the same flash that I saw last night in the woods.  Was that Cas?  I swear it was.  I'm probably just crazy from missing him.

Pulling up in the driveway, we hear a bang come from inside the house.  Immediately, we ready our guns and creep up to the door.  Sam silently counts to three and then bursts through the door, is quickly following.  Once we're inside, we see the person.

"Cas?"
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Hey guys!  I don't really have anything to say here.  It's not following the plot exactly, just LOOSELY.  Thank you for reading.  Please vote and comment!
~Molly~