Carl
Walking down the halls to this shitty school I dragged my feet and my book bag slacked on my shoulder almost falling. Thats how much I hated fucking being here.
I honestly didn't care at this point if I graduated or not because I would end up the same place. Nowhere but stuck in this ghetto. I needed money, not an education.
I was smart. I know how to handle myself, I know how to count money that's all A person needed to know, right?
Besides I couldn't focus most of the time. I had Selina on my mind from day to night. She was fine as hell and I'd be damn If I let her get away. She was mine and mine only. Ill die before I see her with anybody else.
Damn Carl
When did you start falling this deep for a girl?
"You Carl? I heard you bagging Selina" Some random guy knocking me out of my good conscious. I frowned and looked over at him and his other friend.
"Yea, Why?"
"Nothing , just that everybody had it" He chuckled slapping friends with his other friend and I slid my book bag off of my shoulder dropping it to the ground.
"What the fuck did you just say to me?" I say stepping up to him and before he could get another word out of his mouth I punched him dead in his jaw and didn't stop punching until security came and had to physically pull me off.
"Pussy!" I snap spitting on the ground next to him while they dragged me away.
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"EXPELLED!? Carl are you out of your damn mind that's 3 schools already no one else's going to take you!? Where do you plan on going to school?!"
"Who says Im going anymore" I say leaning back in my chair smoking a blunt while Fiona yelled my ears off. "So what your just going to drop out!? That's it!?"
"I guess so" I shrugged and she laughed rolling the paper up and throwing it in the trash. "Your going to a school"
"Why the hell do you keep pushing Fiona? Fuck, we all know I wasn't going to graduate, me graduating is like Frank being a good father, It's not gonna happen!"
"You know what fine! Since you know so much just do you Carl!" She says stomping up stairs and slamming her room door.
I shook my head and stood up from my seat pulling up my pants and reaching for my gold chain above the tv.
I slipped it on over my head before walking out and walking towards Selina's house. It was reaching 3 o clock and she should be home soon. I prayed she didn't hear about me getting into a fight over her.
I hate when my girls mad at me. I also hoped non of her "co-workers" were around either. They all gave me a bad vibe and I wished she didn't have to be around them.
I contemplated on knocking on the front door but decided against it and made my way around to her backyard and knocked on her window. I waited patiently until I heard a few tapping of her nails as she tried to pry the window open.
Once she did I admired her soft face. She looked like she had been sleeping. Her braces shined and I licked my lips at the sight.
"What are you doing at my window why didn't you come to the front?" She asked and I climbed inside waiting until my feet hit the floor to answer her.
"This romantic enough?" I say smiling and she rolls her aways and sits down on her bed. I looked around her room and I had to say it was neat as hell unlike mines
"I heard about what happened, Did you really get expelled Carl, why'd you do that" She says running her fingers through her hair and I sat down next to her pushing her down on the bed and nuzzling up her neck.
"He was talking shit! So I punched him in his mouth" I reply simply and she sighed pushing me off.
"What school are you going to now? We cant even walk home together anymore" She says throwing her hair in a ponytail.
I slightly threw my arm around her and tackled her on the bed again before breaking the news to her. "Im not going back to school" I say kissing her cheek and she gave me a screw face before pushing me off again.
"What do you mean you aren't going to school?"
"Exactly what I said Selina damn, please don't lecture me about this I already heard enough of this shit from my sister and I already made up my mind" I say shrugging and rolling my eyes.
"Fine, I don't give a fuck anyway but you cant just punch people when they piss you off your gonna get your ass whooped by the right person one day"
"Yea right somebody like who? You?" I say standing to my feet and towering a little bit over her. "You think I wont whoop your ass whiteboy?"
"I want you too" I say biting my lip and pushing her up against the wall forcefully and kissing her deeply to where she couldn't pull away if she tried.
I grabbed her hands curling my fingers inbetween hers as we started making out. I've been wanting to do this for a long time now.
She's just so damn sexy.
I slowly ran my hands down the side her body and I swore I could her her moan. "Fuck Carl stop" She says pushing me away and I groaned frustrated.
"You scared of dick or something!?" She snapped her head at me shocked before covering my mouth. "You must not realize my grandmother is downstairs..and no Im not you just think your slick"
"Don't act like you don't want it Selina" I say grabbing my package and she through a teddy bear at me.
She still look flustered from the kiss and I couldn't blame. "Soo anyways.." I say sitting down close to her watching as she scrolled through her text messages.
"What does this make us ?" I ask and she nearly dropped her phone on the ground already knowing what that meant.
"Wha-dont tell me you have commitment issues" She started laughing and I frowned. She was always sending mixed signals that I couldn't understand.
"I have work in a few" She says ignoring my question and getting dressed. I grabbed her arm pulling her down on the bed.
"Fuck work, lets chill here, smoke a joint, get drunk and maybe have sex"
Authors Note
Anybody want to make me an edit for this book?
