"I love you, Robin please don't go!" I scream with him walking away from me, "I love you." I whisper on last time, falling to the ground crying.
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"Rise and shine, dear." I hear as his voice tickles my ear.
"Five more minutes, I'm tired."
"I've made you breakfast, you're favorite." He says quietly, "Please wake up my love."
I haven't heard those words in awhile. "Love", "dear," They haven't been said since, I don't even remember...
"I guess I'll get up." I grumble.
"Good." He kisses my cheek, that really has my attention. As I sit up, he hands me a tray with my food, I smile,
"I have to pee first."
"Hurry up, it's getting cold. By the way, Roland is with the babysitter, it's just you and I for a few hours. I need to talk to you." He reminds me, I really don't want to talk to him about anything yet, but I guess now is better than later.
"It's looks great, Rob." I say walking towards the bed and sat down where the tray was, "I can't eat all of this, you need to eat some too."
He looks at me, he stops me from grabbing my fork and just stares at me with his blue eyes, even to this day, I can't help but get lost. I give him a look and raise my brow. He leans in and kisses me, softly and his lips were soft, softer than three months ago, the last time we even pecked a kiss.
"I love Regina, what's going on, you don't talk to me, every time I go to kiss you, you reject me." He separates from our kiss.
"What do you mean, Robin, you haven't said one word to me either, every time I try, you go do something. You haven't attempted to kiss me in three months." I claim.
"I've attempted to kiss you, you walk away from me, or busy yourself. What am I doing to make you claim such things?"
I look at him, "Robin, You haven't came up to me and kiss me, you stand there dumbfounded. I look at you, and I walk away because it looks like you don't need me." I look down and start playing with the silky sheets.
"I'm sorry Regina, I do need you, every day, every minute, every second. I love you my dear." He takes my hands.
"Robin, we are fading, there isn't anymore of what we had I think we need to go on break, and think things over. We need to find ourselves, and if we do need each other... We will meet in a month at Granny's Diner and talk, okay?" I smile faintly, hiding back the tears.
"Are you proposing a break? Really Regina, you can't shut me out like that. We need to communicate things like this."
"There isn't anything else to say Robin. Please leave the room so I can dress and pack." I stand up and walk to the closet that once shared our clothes."
"If this is what you want, then so be it." He says leaving the room.
I watch him close the door, and I plop onto the bed and cry, "You need to call Emma and see if you can stay with her." I forced myself up and dialed her number,
" Hey Regina, I was just thinking about you. What's up?" Emma questions.
"Robin and I are going on a break, and I need a place to stay, would you mind if I stay with for a month?"
"What happened? Reg, you can stay, but when you come over we are talking about this."
"Okay, give me an hour or so, and I will be over."
Packing all my clothes is like being in Hell. I haven't felt this way for a long time. As I walked down the stairs, fully dressed, mad, ready to go, I stub my damn toe on that wall again,
"Damn it!" I say aloud.
"Are you okay?" He walks over and sees I stubbed my toe.
"I'm fine, thank you for your concern, I am leaving now. Bye, Robin."
"See you in a month." He climbs the stairs two by two and it's just me at the door.
AUTHOR'S NOTE
I am going to stop writing for a while, I'm having family issues, and my great-gma is slowly dying, so I need to be with her. Love you!!!
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